Experience.

2012-01-19T00:12:00.003+08:00

Hey hello.

Haven't update blog for quite some time. Wonder who will read my blog now. Anyway, i went back to westwood sec today and met mr oliver ong to interview him regarding my project. Saw many familiar westwoodians and of course, my friends over there. Saw mouse, so cute.. omg >< Hahaha, and many more people! Hello guys.

Headed back to sp for class and went for cca today, omg, seriously, i'm starting to love wingchun so much that i hate studying now. Urgh damn it. Whatever.

To Diana : Hey kurus guru! Faster come SG and see aku flying hands hahaha! Aku is here, don't worry about your friendship between you all and Clarissa okay? you still have dessy, fanny, me, your boyfriend, george and more! :)

To mouse : Hey laoshu, chill uh.. i read your private blog, like omg can? Chill chill... Hamster(i think u know who i'm referring to) will tell you if doctor pek bully her and leave her next time. I think.. Haha okay night to you.

Good night all!

Westwood Sec CCA Fair 2012

2012-01-14T23:39:00.001+08:00

Hello.

Woke up very early, around 7am today. Went to JP KFC to meet Ruiyi and Weisheng, had breakfast over there and travelled to Westwood Secondary School to see their cca fair. Hmm, it was pretty boring, i saw Mouse, she was pretty in that guzheng attire, same goes to ANGJIAYIN! :) Jiayin look so pretty and mature now, although she said she was shy during the performance for the sec 1s, which is true!

Walked around WWSS and finally saw Hamster Zophia and.. LO-EE!!!! OMG SO CUTE CAN, LO-EE!!! >< HAHAHA. Saw Vernice perform for choir too! Saw many unfamiliar ex-westwoodians, and Mr Oliver Ong never come back today, damn.. Sigh.

Nothing much, very happy to see LO-EE, Mouse, Zophia and others. However, today is hamster last day in wwss, gonna miss her as a friend and hamster at the same time.. hope she'll come back visit wwss often!

Bye.

Problem_1, Left forgotten_1

2012-01-12T19:47:00.003+08:00

Blog is a place where i rant most of my anger and sadness on it, as well as twitter.

Sometimes, i really feel like crying. 2012 isn't that better as compared to 2011. Maybe a little better but still, it don't make any different at all. What's wrong with my life? I've always wanted to quit, i'm tired of acting happy and being strong when i'm not at all. Why? Why things have to change and ended up to this stage? I really hate my life, i just want a simple life, family and friends, i don't give a damn about my education.

As i'm typing, my heart is crying at the same time. I guess i'm still the same, being too weak in my own emotion. You know what? Sometimes, i really feel like laughing at people who got hurt, especially those who broke up with their bf or gf. They deserve it, especially those that i love them before and got rejected by them, which is for this case, i'm referring to girls. Seriously, i laughed at them, i don't bother about how they felt after being broke up. I'm a bad person, but think, it was them who rejected me first, and when i gave them promises and they gave me back, but because of the confession, everything change. Probably that's the reason why i'll never tell the person i love you, once bitten, twice shy i suppose.

Anti-social boyfriend or socialiable boyfriend, you choose, my dear friends who are girls. Socialiable you may have to watch out, they may not be loyal to you because they'll be going around playing with other girls' feelings too, you'll never know. But for anti-social ones, they stick to you once they find you comfortable to talk to and after being your boyfriend, because they are grateful for what you've helped or done for him. If you don't believe me, you can try.

Left totally forgotten alone by the class today, as well as Diana too. Just hate my life so much, what if one day, i gone crazy? I will probably ignore everyone even if i have made some promises with you before. Don't blame me, i just learn from people who influenced and showed me this is life.

So, go fuck yourself. Bye.

Sigh_2

2012-01-09T18:23:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Woke up early today, went to school. New computer lab, used C4D software from the computer, it's fun and amazing, just like after effects. Gdp was boring but glad that they removed the additional 30 ideas and made us focus on CA3 - Competition.

Ended school early, around 3pm. Pretty bored when i got back home, nothing much to do, feel so relax today, but hell days are coming soon, i suppose. 8am class tomorrow, i'm afraid i can't wake up on time.

Currently talking to Ms.Kurus GURU! Starting to miss the 4 of them again. -___-

The worst feeling is , watching someone you love , loving another person... i keep thinking i'm a substitution to everyone. Feel so lonely these days, and friends are like, starting to drift away from my life. Is it destinied that i'll be alone forever? Sigh, feel very useless, feel like a substitution, i just want to die, not to drop my tears again.. Sick and tired, seriously.

Bye.

Moody, Tired, Homeworking_2

2012-01-08T23:52:00.001+08:00

Hey! It's 11:46pm in Singapore.

Damn, felt so empty today.. Diana went out with her boyfriend, LO-EE went Malaysia, Hamster off and on, Ver ver was having tuitions, Mouse was sick, and i have no one to talk to. Spammed my twitter like an idiot, seriously. Managed to talk to Silboo though. HELLO SILBOO. :)

Did my homework the whole day, sigh. Wasted my electricity by using laptop.. I'm going to off soon, have school tomorrow from 8am to 3pm, damn long right? Urgh.

I wonder how was Diana's day today with her boyfriend and their friends. Haha, her school reopen already, same goes to people from JC in Singapore too. Hmm, we seem to chat lesser as days pass by, this is bad... Oh yeah, she downloaded whatsapp already! We can chat through there too, Ms.Kurusss GURU DIANA! :P
I can't wait to go Medan and visit you and the rest! You have exams during March, april and may :( HOW?!

Silboo! Not sure if you are reading this, hello! :) Sleep early, school tomorrow! :X
Come Singapore 1 day! Can't wait to see you in Medan too :)

Goodnight all. Still not in a great mood. :(

FML_1

2012-01-07T21:38:00.001+08:00

Hi hey hello hoho LOL.

Hmm, slept at 2+ last night, Diana was in a bad mood with her boyfriend, i guess? Anyway, woke up at 6am this morning, damn. Had to travel down with family to see brother's POP at MBS area. Took pictures etc.

Wing Chun CCA Performance for SP Open House 2012 this afternoon, so-so to me, haha. No mood to update about useless daily routine, sounds so boring.

Sigh, every night, around this timing, something wrong will happen to me, i will think a lot and think negatively. Guess that was why i cried few days ago... I realize i always love people who are attached or have boyfriend already. Omg, what's wrong with me? :(

Forever alone. Sigh.. Upset over the cancel of medan's trip with Weisheng, now i have to feel sad over this too, argh. FML.

I want to die.

I hate myself_1

2012-01-07T01:19:00.002+08:00

Sigh, so i cancelled the travel plan in the end. Wonder how should i tell weisheng about it. I really can't wait to go for this travel tour but due to some reasons, it's cancelled. NO, i cancelled it myself, i hate myself, seriously.

Saw L posted something on mouse's wall, why not mine?! LOL, left forgotten i guess. Her maple stead came back from camp already, guess she's happily talking to him. She likes him, don't she? Argh.. :(

I wanted to go find Diana and the rest so much, but they have exams from March onwards. It's a major exams i guess, just like our O level exams, or SPM in malaysia. Sigh. I almost cried before i cancelled the trip, i hate myself, seriously.

Though i cancelled it, George want to bring me go Medan still, without weisheng of course. Even if i go medan yet i cannot find them, what's the use? Go there just to shop when i know i have friends who stay at that country yet i can't visit them? What shit is this, stupid life i have. I hate myself, i don't like to blame others, unless it's really their fault. Diana's exam is not her fault, is my fault, because my holidays fall on March, so i can't blame her BUT myself!

Whatever, there's always a next time, Diana :)

Plan, stress, enjoy later_1

2012-01-06T23:08:00.001+08:00

Hey!

Slept very early last night, guru diana slept so early, and she woke up early too. Lol, if i were her, i would sleep more. I woke up pretty early for school today, damn drawing, did 6 thumbnail sketches, going to do 6 more later or tomorrow, and start doing my assignments due on week 18. I'm like this, i love to do work more now and relax afterwards, it's just me. Haha.

Gen-Ed was boring today, lucky i can talk to diana through twitter. I brought laptop to school but i didn't use, stupid me, right? :X Whatever, hahaha. I know where is my new house already in 5 years time, its somewhere at the big grass patch opposite RV and JP. Beside is mrt :) Cool! It's nice, i saw their prototype!

Talked to Diana, Vernice, LO-EE, Wei Sheng and my friends. Weisheng has agreed to go Indonesia with me to visit Diana they all, omg i'm so happy, seriously! I can't wait to sit pedicab and take picture together with them and weisheng too! SERIOUSLY, CAN'T WAIT TO TRAVEL. MARCH HOLIDAYS! Hahaha, must save money and plan now, going by plane, expensive x.x But it'll be worth it, i'm sure!

SP Open House 2012 Day 1

2012-01-05T20:05:00.001+08:00

Hello.

Again, slept late last night, was chatting with Dessy and Diana on both whatsapp and twitter. Diana went back to Medan already, which is slightly further away from Singapore. :(

Anyway, woke up pretty early today, around 6:30am. Went to school for 3DF, so dreadful. After class, went to find Ms Jennifer Ang to help her shoot photos for the SP Open House - DMIT. It was fun yet boring. Anyway, we have our own new studios already - MAD Studio, The Mergers, The Forgers, The Bay, etc. After that, i went to SPCC to perform for my cca. Pretty scary, but i don't have any stage fright. My partner was shivering really mad, but overall, the performance was to me, great, i guess?

After cca, i went back to my class and get ready for another class. In between this session, i've been talking to Diana on twitter. She flew back to Medan already, unite with her boyfriend already, haha.. lol. Around 2pm, Ms Ang wanted us to form teams and i became the photographer again. I headed to SPCC and Auditorium to shoot photos. I saw a friend, but can't believe she don't recognise me. Fuck you please, act one person who don't know me? I see, you have your boyfriend beside you and you don't want to introduce your friend(me) to him too? At least a simple hello cannot also?

Sigh, i've been so emotional but i acted like one crazy happy person today. I don't know, weird me.

Good bye.

Rigging, Chats, Racism_1

2012-01-04T15:13:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I am SICK, flu and sore eyes.

I woke up pretty late today, around 10:45am in the morning because i slept late last night, around 2:30am, hahaha. Was chatting with Dessy and Diana on whatsapp and twitter. :)

Anyway, had subway for brunch, yummy. :) After which, i went for school. I thought 3DF today will be boring, but i didn't know rigging was fun in some ways. But i didn't really pay attention in class because i was tweeting and facebook-ing with Diana, Dessy and Matni. Hahaha.

Diana, relax! He was playing only, ok? I want to go Medan as soon as possible so that you can teach me bahasa indonesia! :) Come SINGAPORE during December, then we can go USS together with your friends too, if they are coming along! :)

Matni: Hey pal, don't be racist over the languages. One wrong word can make others mad..

Good bye, cca performance tomorrow. Anyone coming down to Singapore Polytechnic? 1pm to 1:30pm, i will be performing, so embarrassing. Haha..

2nd Day January 2012

2012-01-02T21:20:00.002+08:00

It's the second day of January 2012, and tomorrow will be the third day of 2012, which is the school reopen period. I hate school.

I used to love school so much when i was still in Westwood Secondary School. Unlike now, damn Poly. Anyway, i'll be staying in school tomorrow from 8am till 9pm+ and i will reach home around 10:30pm plus. Very late, isn't it? All because of my cca performance.. I'm still in my holiday mood, seriously.

I miss those people, Diana, Clarissa, Dessy and Fanny. Though we never talk much that day, i still miss them now. Haha .. Can't wait to go Medan and visit them together with George. But, i'm sure George won't want to go Medan, he always lie.. Say want to travel but in the end, never travel with me at all. I guess the trip to Medan will not be possible :(

Pria and Wanita ! BAHASA INDONESIA language, meaning Man and Woman. LOL ..

New Year Eve 2012 and New Year 2012.

2012-01-01T02:04:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year 2012 to everyone.

Countdown with George, Wei Sheng, and George's cousin and her friends - Diana, Dessy, Clarissa and Fanny.
They are all from Medan, Indonesia. And they came all the way to celebrate countdown in Singapore. They seemed nice and i love being with them even though it's for a day.

Had dinner with George and Vivo's Ajisen Ramen Restaurant. We had our ramen and upsized our noodle! Still, it wasn't as much as i expected though. Doesn't matter.

Saw Krystal at Vivo too, miss those times..

Good bye.

Long Day_1

2011-12-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Hmm, it's tuesday today, about 6 more days before school reopens. Sigh.

Anyway, woke up extremely early this morning, around 8:15am. I slept around 3am last night, insomnia i guess, pity me please, anyone? Sigh.

Mouse went overseas for the past few days, i miss her okay. LOL! Bendan, i asked you to dreamt of Koala but i didn't know your dream last night was horrible, HAHA! This was the text - 'I was walking then saw a building then the buiding have the confession saying u(which is me) love me(her) then suddenly you jump down!!' Hahaha, i laughed the moment i read this text, seriously. How cute can her dream be? LOL. Don't blame me ah! I asked you to dream of koala but never expect myself to jump down in that 'weird' dream of yours! HAHAHA!

Hmm, today's cca was pretty tiring, 5pm to 10pm. Damn it, i went to school to discuss homework project from 10am till 5am and cca from 5 to 10pm. I'm dead tired, 12 hours you know, oh my fucking god. Anyway, i practiced my martial art today and ready for performance. Anyone visiting Singapore Polytechnic Open House 2012 this January? From 5th January 2012 to 7th January 2012, thursday to saturday. If you guys are visiting, please come down around 11am to 11:30am, you'll see me performing my cca infront for this open house, HAHAHA! -Shy- Venue is at T18, near the Mcdonald's there.

Good bye !

LAOSHU BENDAN BENDAN! :D

HAMSTER-ER-ER-STEREO, don't think so much okay? Your parents thingy.. ><

VERNICE, CHEER UP. :DD

Boring Christmas 2011

2011-12-25T22:28:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas 2011.

Christmas? What the fuck is Christmas. I don't feel its mood this year. Know why? Because Singapore rains. No wonder i hate SG so much. 1 day, i'll migrate and move to a country that has snow and feel more like Christmas mood. I'm not a Christian but i do celebrate Christmas. To me, i love Christmas the most among all the other festive days or whatever shit you call it as.

This year Christmas not boring but yet, boring. I don't care if i'm not talking sense. In a bad mood now. Watched Sherlock Holmes at Shaw House with Long Ze and Wei Sheng. Then walked around the boring Orchard Road and went to City hall to have our dinner at 'JustAcia.' The food was nice, got free flow for ice-cream and drinks, just like buffet.

Whatever, boring Christmas 2011. Bye.

Christmas Eve 2011

2011-12-24T14:16:00.000+08:00

Negative thoughts again. Sigh.

What's wrong with me? Things really changed a lot when time flies. I'm not trying to boast but months ago, whenever i turn on my Facebook account, there will be a lot of notifications, sometimes more than 8, and there was once i had 13 notifications within hours when i turned on my account the next day.

I remembered my Facebook wall would be spammed by many different people, be it guys or girls. Guess i already expected something like this would happen when time goes by. Maybe it's holidays, that's why they're all busy with their stuff. I don't know.

But all these don't matter much. It hurts when i used to chat with 5 people through SMS everyday, and then it was increased to about 7-8 people for both guys and girls. For now, if you were to say texts every single hour or something, there's only 2. Sigh, i knew something like this will happen too.

Every Christmas eve, i would celebrate either alone or with friend(s). As for this year, i'm celebrating at home with myself, homework and TV. What an awesome Christmas eve i will be having. Last year Christmas, i celebrated it alone, totally alone, packed with thousands of people along Orchard Road. In 2009, i celebrated it with my once 'gay' partner, his classmates(which were my friends too), as well as with Long Ze. As for this year, i'll be celebrating with Wei Sheng and Long Ze tomorrow. Sherlock Holmes 2 and hopefully, having Marche's food again! I really miss eating at Marche Restaurant. The first time i had was also 2 years ago during Christmas. The second time will be tomorrow i hope, then it'll be - 2 years ago, we watched Sherlock Holmes 1 and had Marche for dinner. 2 years later, we're watching Sherlock Holmes 2 and Marche for dinner. It'll be damn amazing and shocking.

Well, what's the point of saying all this? I never prepare any gifts for them, i'm short of money because i spent a lot on food already. That's bad, isn't it? Whatever. Christmas Eve, there are a lot of shows to watch on Tv, both channel 8 and 5 respectively.

2011-12-23T00:50:00.004+08:00

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/gunshot-at-vivocity--man-found-dead-.html This incident of gunshot in Vivo city was scary. Damn, wonder which killer was so brave to do this job in Singapore.

Well, i'll protect my love ones if this killer approach them. Who will i protect? Hmm :

- Family
- LO-EE
- Mouse
- WeiSheng
- KennethC
- Hamster
- Vernice
- Shy anti-social sleepy Princess
- TPY.

They are my important love ones in life, can't bear to lose them though..

Good bye.

2011-12-22T20:47:00.002+08:00

Nothing last forever. Everyone of them have to deal with their own ones and who cares about me.

Woke up pretty late this morning. Bathed and went out to Shaw House alone. Brought along my beloved headset with me. While on my way, texted her. Yes, i have a crush on her since long ago already. No one knows, only doctor know. Sigh, i've never talk to her in real life before, and never hear her voice before. When i asked her what time she woke up, she told me around 12+ because someone spammed call her.

She told me this guy is her boyfriend in maple game. When she said he spam texted her, i'm still fine with it. However, when she said he also called her, i was jealous. Yes i'm jealous, i never even call her before. Our age gap was slightly wide, and people like me - anti-social, will never be able to keep a conversation for long, therefore, i never call her at all, not even once, or whatever. Sometimes, i guess i was very slow. Though TPY told me not to worry or give up, i'm scared still. I dare to blog out because i know she don't read blog at all.

Oh well, i'm always slow, never be able to tell someone that i have a crush on, be it now or in the past. Wonder when i'll have the courage to tell her, it's been months, i guess. Watched Mission Impossible 4 - Ghost Protocal at Shaw House Cinema today. It was awesome and amazing. The visual effects and stunts were great, i swear. Technology has really improved a lot, can't believe it.

It's Christmas this Sunday, and i don't even have the Christmas mood at all this year, probably because of school life. Fml. Mouse leaving to overseas tomorrow, she's gonna leave koala alone too. Sigh, but that ain't worse, she totally never talk to koala that much anymore.. Is it because she got tired of koala? SHE HAS TURNED INTO WHAT DOCTOR DID TO HIM? :(

2011-12-19T22:26:00.003+08:00

Mouse never talk to Koala anymore..

Left forgotten, forgotten, forgotten, forgotten...

Fml.

Full of biase and ungrateful people_1

2011-12-19T16:42:00.002+08:00

This new interface is really pissing me off. Whatever.

Anyway, same old illness is back like nobody's business. Seriously, what the H is wrong with me? I got a phobia, and i'm sure what i predicted will be right. Sigh, loner loner loner. No life. It sucks to be a guy. If only i'm a girl, i would be glad.

Hello, welcome to a world full of biase and ungrateful people. Who was the one who came to you all when you feel alone? Who was there for you when you're scared and begged for help? Who was there for you to tell you that you're never alone? Me, bastards and bitches. Then, why leave my life in the end? Seriously? Stop saying yourself a loners, i get irritated with people who say themselves as loners when they're not at all. Eat alone? Movie alone? Outing alone? Shop alone? Never before, right? Then shut the fuck up and stop saying yourself as loner. Because all this movie, outing, shop and eat, i did it alone for 2 to 3 years, and did i complain? Maybe i did, but not as much as you, ungrateful imbeciles and whores.

Who was there when i'm at my lowest? To be frank, to be frank okay, i don't know. Everyone have their own friends and love ones who care about them or cheer them when they are not feeling great. What about me? Oh well, i forgot, this world is full of biase and ungrateful people.

Should i list out whom i've been talking to, and those that i think they're nice and close to me? Nah, some days, they'll left and find others, and forget about me. Maybe, i guess. 2-3 years of experience speaks the evidence.

I tend to lose trust in people whom i'm close or talk a lot to. Typical me, afraid of losing them. Oh well, i'm sure 2 has left my life already. Fuck them, broken promise. Go and suck my mother fucking ____.

Sigh, first, a class full of fuckers. Second, a world full of biase and ungrateful people. Third, i wonder what will be too. Blabla.

PUT YOUR MIDDLE FINGER BACK UP IN THE AIR YO. Point to them, the world needs you.

2011-12-16T23:03:00.002+08:00

Hey !

Watched Alvin and the chipmunk 3 yesterday (Thursday). After that, went to Woodlands to meet long ze and bought my Beats Pro Headset from Latest Monsterbeats. Omg, she damn pretty and look a little old can. Lol. -shy- She said i looked like 20 years old, hahaha!

Anyway, i meet her again today becuz something wrong with my headset. Exchanged for a better one and there's nothing wrong with it already. Phew, lucky.

Nothing much, good bye !

2011-12-11T22:30:00.001+08:00

Hey.

Watched 'Puss in Boots' yesterday(Saturday). It was funny, damn! HAHA. I watched at Shaw House, i just simply love the theatre or cinema over there. Other than that, nothing much.

Dinner with family at BenTen Cafe in JP. It was average, i ate there before, not that delicious as compared to other restaurants.

And oh, i got myself a new phone, Samsung Galaxy SII. Gonna explore it later !

Sunday------------
Met up with some 4E'2010 peeps and went to Ms Suharti's house. We visited her to see her baby and talk about stuff etc.

Nothing much, good bye.

2011-12-08T20:36:00.001+08:00

Thursday today, tomorrow is Friday.

Friday, friday, gotta get down on friday~ I could still remember LO-EE intro-ed me this song back in few months ago.

After tomorrow, it'll be a holidays, 3 weeks. I shall go mia, i'm sorry if i never contact you all, either through sms or facebook or twitter, etc. Fuck the whole universe, my illness is back, negative.com.sg

Person1: I guess i've just been a substitude to this person. You said before you will not forget me when his O's over and when you and him become closer. Guess you lied, to think i trusted you so much.

Person2: He left this country. Did you talk to me just to make yourself stop missing him and take me as a substitude? If he's back, how? I guess you'll be the same as person1. Forgot about me.

I feel so left-out in class, left-out in everything, be it people from wwss, poly, etc. Basically, just so many fuckers around this fucking world. I had a weird dream last night. I dreamt of Aliens coming to Earth, invading our planet and killed 25 people in Singapore. I wonder why would i dreamt of this. I even know who will die from that invasion if it happen. If they come, i'll be glad. Let's all die together and let Aliens rule this planet, the world will be such a better place, seriously.

Good bye fuckers.

2011-12-07T00:55:00.001+08:00

Yesterday 6th december 2011 was my birthday!

Slept so late, around 3am. Damn and i woke up at 6:15am for school. Shucks, drawing at 8am, damn it, boring and tiring ! STSB was worst, only 6 people from my class went for the class, LOL.

Lunch break, Melanie treated me Starbucks JAVA CHIP VENTI! So happy, haven't been drinking for like 8-9 months already.

After school, celebrated my birthday. ALONE. Went town, walked away, trying to find Bandana to wrap around my fucking head, as well as finding gloves. I wanna dress like some hip-hop people, i like baggy clothing these days, maybe due to Eminem's influence, haha.

In the end, i didn't manage to find any of them. FML. Sigh walking alone around the fucking town. It was damn boring, but well, i'm an anti-social dude, and nobody would want to celebrate it for me. There was one, but depends on luck and in the end, still couldn't make it. I'm fine with it.

Dine alone at this Xin Wang HK Restaurant in Ion Orchard. The last time i ate was with Ruixin, but now, alone. Seriously, what fuck is this? Birthday alone. Sigh.

I still lied to many people that i'm celebrating with friends/family when the fact was, i'm just alone. Sometimes, i wonder why they born me. Even so, why born an anti-social dude? Why others not interested in me? Why others rejected me last time? Why and why and why, FUCK them.

Feel so lonely, i didn't enjoy my birthday this year. Last year was the best in my life. Even little things they helped me out. Unfortunately, they've gone. Admit it life, people come in, fuck you hard enough, and they left your heart a hole for others to fuck in and hurt you as well.

Good bye. If i continue to post, i'll get emotional and emo again. FUCK. K. BYE.

That's the end of my 17th birthday. ALONE. Karma.sg fuckers.

There's something wrong with me, i can't keep a conversation for long if the opposite party don't want to help me.

2011-12-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

Week 7 of Term 3 in Poly year 1 is over. 1 more week to go, 2 more assignments to submit.

Well, 2 days to birthday. Doubt anyone will celebrate it for me. Brother went for NS already, he won't celebrate it for me. In fact, i've been celebrating it alone all these years other than last year. However, this bitch(another one) left me in January 2011, i won't forget how you treated me and left me, bitch. Seriously.

Well, whatever, it's karma, I'm fine with karma, this is nothing to me. Just birthday, another year growing old. You think i fuck care? Probably i do, but well, it's life.

Some girls are demons. Full of wrecked and fuckin' heart. Sometimes, i wanna laugh at you when your boyfriends left you. You deserved it, because this is your life, to be dumped by them sometimes, to reject the wrong guys over other guys. So, serve you right, bitches.

Some guys are bastards. Full of biased and idiotic heart. They think their girlfriends will not left them, unfortunately, nothing last forever, dumb ass. Another too, you think you chose the right guys as your friends. Let me tell you this, they'll leave you and talk back about you some days too. Don't believe, we'll see.

Best : Stay single forever, stay independent. Loners out there, you simply rock this world.

Good bye fuckers.

2011-11-27T03:33:00.000+08:00

Watched Immortals this movie with my brother at JP GV cinema just now.

The storyline was average. Visual effects were stunning, and transitions best. There were a lot of transitions in that movie which were amazing, totally amazing!

Most of the parts were 'chopped off heads', disgusting burning of humans, etc. It was disgusting and well, awful. No wonder it's a m18 movie. I managed to watch it somehow, the person never check my IC. HAHA i'm such a lucky dude.

Anyway, i'm doing Maya. I'm done with my texturing, like finally. But i faced 1 problem, i can't do lighting, damn fucking lag. Sigh how how how? I have to do drawing assignment tomorrow, where got time to do Maya already? Sigh. After next week, i'll be a little free, seriously. I need a fucking break and my own time please. Tired of maya assignment. Worst of all, it's only 1 MODULE. Get it? 1 MODULE ONLY. I have 7 modules and i neglected all of them. Sigh fuck you.

That's about it. Currently talking to SHARMINS* LOL.

happy birthday George!

Congrats LO-EE on getting your very first phone. Glad you like it ! ENJOY YOUR EXPLORATION IN IT.

bye. I need a doctor.

2011-11-26T02:50:00.000+08:00

Hello friends and fuckers. It's 2:47am right now, god damn it.

Anyway, i cut my hair yesterday, become shorter now, just like how i looked like when i was sec 4 last year 2010. A little alike of adam lambert, ain't i? :D

Did maya these few days, pretty tired of this software. But well, for the sake of CA, i have to do still. Gen-Ed presentation was damn great today, scored full marks 10/10, 10% here i received for so easily, haha. Sigh honestly, 6 more days and maya will be over for this term, HAHAHA! About 9-10 days left to my birthday, sigh, wonder how or what will happen..

Fuck it, i will celebrate myself if no choice. It's my life, i have to celebrate it.

Nothing much, bro's back from NS. Going out with him tomorrow, gotta skip my homework, that's why i'm staying up late till now to do my homework as compensation. Very tired now, gotta sleep. Goodnight ladies and gays.

2011-11-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

How can you blame someone when he/she isn't in fault?

Why do teenagers these days being so weird? This is the fucking 3rd mistake i made again. They know you love them, but why the fuck did they say 'Who you love', or 'Go love her/him la, better' or maybe 'Need new bf/gf not, i intro for you.' Why must they say that when they know you love them? Any fuckers care to tell?

However, i've forgotten. I'm not gonna stay in SG for long. I'll migrate in a few years time. Dad have decided, and so am i prepared. Sometimes, i just don't feel i'm belonged to Singapore. True enough, i've always wanted to leave SG since sec 3. After NS, i'll be gone. I'll forget everyone in SG, only some will be left inside my brain and heart. As for others, sorry about it, you don't mean a shit to me. This is how i operate with people. Unhappy with me, you can don't waste your time quarrelling back, spreading it, whatever shit reasons you can think of.

I'm evilicious, it's true. Wonder why my brother still want to change me for a better one last time when he knew i hated this world or country so much. Speaking of this, why the fuck am i wasting my time blogging? I've many assignments to do and due soon, oh well. FML.

Good ones are worth keeping inside my brain and heart forever. They know who they are as i don't have to mention their names over here.

Bad ones aren't worth it but they reminds me of how to become a stronger person. To be frank, i'm emotionally and socially strong. I can be alone and work things out socially (not in terms of education of course). I don't know why, just too independent enough.

Dyeo mentioned before, it's hard to find pretty yet good attitude girls. I guess he's 80% right, and 20% wrong. Whatever, i'm not making sense.

I hate nags, mum, please stop fucking call me and nag me. Damn annoying when i'm doing my homework, i hope you understand.

That's it. Come karma, have a sweet revenge on me, i wanna see how bad i can ended up.

Someday, i'll leave this town, i swear to god (i don't know, do they even fucking exists?)

2011-11-21T23:18:00.001+08:00

I've been so busy these semester..

There are so many assignment due soon. Deadlines are so fucking tight. But what i hated the most was CJAMES told us that the Australia study tour trip will be cancelled. What the FUCK? He said year 2 students complained too expensive and decided not to go. With that, they caused us not able to go too. Worst, my birthday celebration could have been at there, and probably it would be my best birthday ever in my whole 17 years of life by then. Due to them, it's dashed. FUCK...

Now i guess nobody will help me celebrate anymore... Nobody...... Sigh. I shall fucking celebrate it alone if nobody is gonna help me. Last year i had tong2 and annisaa, but this year, not them anymore, we aren't friends anymore..cause of you, tt. I will never forget how you left and abandoned me last January.

Currently doing Maya, pretty tired of it, shall continue it tomorrow. Deadlines are tight since overseas trip is cancelled... Sigh expected, i knew i will never be able to travel to overseas. FML right.

Good bye. Really no mood.

Goodnight.

2011-11-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

HERE TO BLOG!

Forced by her again to blog blog blog! I spent my whole fucking day doing Maya texturing today. Guess what, texturing but so what? Haven't apply bump and specular and color etc, FML. I wonder if i can complete this module milestone assignment by next next wed, which is the day i'll be flying off to Australia.

Sigh, maya maya assignment... gdp gdp assignment, both stressing me up. But to be frank, without these 2 assignments, i wouldn't have know how to use either photoshop or illustrator. Thank you though, i still hate you two.

Okay, brother headed back to Tekong already for NS. Sigh, shall see him again on Friday.

Boss:
Happy not? I update already. Yesterday's call was great, wonder how you think of it though. I'm like a boring person, yeah? Oh well, whatever it is, sleep early next time. Woke up so late today, and we didn't chat much. Never mind! Sweet dreams uh, guess you're sleeping now. Bye!

2011-11-20T00:52:00.001+08:00

960th post !

Hello, have been nagged by kelly to update my blog. So here i am! I woke up pretty late today, probably around 10:30am. Had a disgusting mac breakfast, the hot pancakes without maple syrup, what the mother fucking shit is this? Anyway, did coloring for my drawing for about 2 hours, bathed and went to JP MAC for lunch. Wow awesome, mac breakfast, mac lunch, cool. Best part, i'm not getting fat, HAHAH! Okay lame.

Went home and continue with my homework. Fuck damn it, everyday i'm homework-ing, never really have a day that i can do nothing and rot instead... Dinner alone but i bought takeaway. Headed back home, eat and start doing homework again, fml seriously. Now i'm blogging, gonna have supper later! POWER NASI-LEMAK, FUCK YEAH! :D

10 more days to Australia now..

BOSS

H-E-L-L-O, good morning to bother you. Yes i know you are waiting for me to update this fucking blog right, hahaha. Hmm, i don't know what to post today. LOL, i know many of my friends also read my blog now! Anyway, eat more luh, hope your phone is charged. Next time dont be lazy and get your fucking change(money) from the cashier or the person okay. Aiyo this age uh, $3 still a lot you know? K IM SO NAGGY. Whatever it is, please la, sleep early next time.
:)

Brother

Hey kor, tomorrow you going back ns already, gonna miss you for another 5 days again. But nevermind, you're gonna fucking miss me too when i fly to Australia, hahaha! Hope your combat fight can protect you, your brother here worry for you, you know? Rare eh, LOL. Learnt wingchun with me la, mix both combat fight and wingchun and you'll become the best MMA recruit in NS already, TROLOLOL!

Byebye!

2011-11-18T19:50:00.000+08:00

I swear to god i love you.

Hmm, could hardly sleep last night. Supper last night was terrible. The food tasted nothing or tasteless. Sigh, without you, it seem so..i don't know. Everything was terrible.

Went to school like a restless fucker today. Giving attitude to everyone and as though i'm living alone in this world. I don't know, i'm tired. Class was average, decided to buy the color pencil in the end. She texted me, and i was like, kind of happy and feeling better. Wonder what she thinks now.

Lunch with Dyeo at foodcourt 5 KFC. He was feeling restless too, and even gave drawing teacher attitude, oh well, guess every one of us are experiencing some stress and mood swings. Met C.James at level 3 T19. Had a briefing on Australia trip. November 30, Wednesday 8:30pm at night, i'll be flying off to Australia and come back on the following Thursday morning. My birthday will be over there, C.James(the lecturer) decided to help me celebrate and even thought of changing our project theme to party instead of travel since they'll throw a party for me over there. PARTY ROCK!

Gen-Ed was boring. Xinxin meimei went home early, she said she wasn't feeling well, take care. Headed to Orchard alone to buy electric eraser (the well-known vibrator) and the refills (sperms) from Daiso and bought color pencil from Art Friend at around $31.50... Expensive stationery indeed, well.. Christmas lighting in Town was nice i guess? i didn't really see but never mind. I'll go town again someday, either alone or if any kind souls are asking me out too. Doesn't matter.

To boss

Sorry, not suppose to call you boss but i'll put boss over here only. I'm sorry about last night, i guess my fault. I didn't mean to make you feel those ways but why did you feel those way too? LOL. Okay i'm not talking sense... I wonder if you still care about me. As in i don't know how to say, it's like the way you reply me on the phone was like err, nevermind, just different from how it was like last time. Anyway, i'm not horny ok. :( Hmm, guess you've read what i asked you to read from my wall post on facebook. @@ -shy-. LOL.. You not fat okay...i never despise you at all, i swear. Or else i'll be knocked down by a car.. just like Ah Hai got knocked down by a car on channel 8 tv now..

2011-11-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

You thought disappointment? I'm not even giving up on you. I just want to say, what i meant was, why i said wait till that day is because i want to officially confess to you, not just through this kind of internet or phone's way, not sincere enough, isn't it?

I know you expected more from me, ain't i'm doing now? Why think until as though i don't love you anymore? -.-

I'll wait till you feel better and talk to me. Becuz i haven't give up :)

2011-11-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEPHINE YAP LI!

It wasn't easy, it wasn't as simple as we thought. It wasn't that way, oh well.

Don't know what i should blog about today. 13 days to secret, but i revealed it today. Everything ruined? Probably. Well, but i'm fine. It wasn't easy to calm her, telling her that i can't tell her the secret now. It wasn't easy too, complaining yourself fat and no one wants you, but i had a hard time giving you a smile and you thought i bother about you being fat too. It was hard, i don't know. Oh well, it's okay..

Don't know don't know don't know what to post. Tomorrow's friday, brother's coming back from NS. Wonder how fit he have been, or skinnier. I miss him, and boss duh. But well, blablabla...

I'm currently listening to Kim - Eminem this song, @@ nice song, i hate you, i swear to god i hate you. k that is one part of the lyrics. Bye.

Boss :
Last night call was great. Doubt we'll have it anymore i guess? Your prepaid, the revealed secret, the awkwardness, everything etc.. Nevermind. Take care and update your blog okay. Eat more, grow fatter too.

2011-11-16T21:05:00.000+08:00

Hey.

What the fuck, i saw the LMFAO - I'm sexy and i know it 2 video clip from my boss and it was so damn fuckin' funny. LOL can't stop laughing to myself now. FML.

Anyway, what the fuck is this? Blog changed interface, facebook upload photos also changed interface. Everything change change change, change your ass man. Doesn't matter, i know how to use can already, LOL.

Dinner - DOUBLE MCSPICY UPSIZED MEAL + 1 SMALL FRIES. O-M-G when am i gonna be fat, please man, i wanna become fat.

To Boss :
LAOBAN! i updated my blog already. Aiyo, last night never call, pretty upset... Anyway, don't keep saying you're fat leh. And though you've waited for like 10months plus already, it's okay luh, good ones are worth waiting for, you see. Upload photos of yesterday! Ask your friends upload and tag you, or any way round LOL. Stay happy uh, eat more, don't eat so little. Your NOOB here don't like people eat little one, i've no idea why. :x That's about it for now :)

BYE PEE-POL.

2011-11-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY, MY LAOBAN! :)

Hey, damn. Today is quite a boring day. Drawing class in the morning was pretty boring. Spam called laoban to wake up at 10am and in the end, she only picked my call at around 10:30am? Haha, wonder what time she slept last night.

STSB class was also another boring one. Damn Jennifer la, said my theme cannot, die die must stick to either travel, party or kids and pets. What fuck is this sia? I have nothing in mind for these themes.

Filming after school with larry, shermaine, melanie, zaidi and danieltan. It was fun, zaidi is fucking gay. Damn. LOL.

To Kelly:

Happy birthday again! I'm sorry, i can't celebrate for you today. However, i will definitely make up somedays for a belated one okay? I'm sorry... Forgive me okay, i'm really busy over this fucking poly assignment. But chill uh, we shall celebrate it! About 15 days to 'SECRET' and before i fly. Wonder if you'll miss this NOOB. Hmm, be glad that your friends helped you celebrate your b'day even though they're couple? LOL i know how you feel. Though you said it's boring, IF WITH ME, CONFIRM FUN. I'M GONNA MAKE YOU EAT A LOT FIRST AND STAY "FAT" YOU KNOW? TROLOLOL. Take care luh, aahkelzxc KELLYKELLYKELLYBOOMZXC! LOLOLOL BOOM LIKE FIREWORK SONG ONLY... Okay kidding only, a sense of noob humour from me. Good bye! IMY :)

2011-11-14T19:55:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to my CCA partner Kenneth and my jie, Germane.

Hmm, it's week 5 already, time flies. In about 17-18 days, i'll be at Australia. I really wonders who will miss me. Anyway, i don't really know what to blog today.

Hmm, pretty tired of doing homework. How i wish i can slack for a day, just 24 hours will do. I'll probably spend 8 hours sleeping, 8 hours at Town, and 8 hours chatting with people or EAT and MOVIE stuff.. Time seriously flies very fast. Somehow, i got tired of maya, and started to like photoshop (re-mention again). K i really have nothing to blog about, so you're seeing me crapping only. FML.

To my BOSS!
EH BOSS, SEE YOU SO HAPPY TODAY, I ALSO HAPPY SIOL. LOLOLOL K I'M LAME. I WON'T THINK MYSELF USELESS ALREADY LA. DON'T WORRY. SERIOUSLY, THOSE ''HOTELS'' TAGGERS ARE SO FUCKING FUNNY. LOL! HMM, STOP SAYING YOURSELF FAT OKAY. GOD DAMN YOU, GOD GIVE YOU A FUCKING SIZE TO SHOW OFF TO OTHERS THAT YOU ARE BLESSED IN SOME FUCKING WAYS OKAY! K I'M CRAZY, FORGIVE ME. DON'T WORRY LUH, SLOWLY WAIT FOR A GUY OKAY! 17 DAYS TO SECRET :)

That's it, byebye everyone.

2011-11-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

I know i've not been updating blog that much for last week or so. Pretty lazy. However, i don't know why i am blogging now. Guess i wanna take a break from what i'm doing now (which is the fucking homework). Oh well, thinking of it, it actually wasted my weekend you know? Without this module, i could have gone down to Town to see the Christmas lighting, etc.. Damn it, GDP.

And oh, tomorrow is the last paper for O level students. Thinking of it, i remembered my last paper was 12 Nov 2010 last year. Haha, we ended earlier than this year. Anyway, i know it's lame but last year during today, i guess i spent my day clearing my home and had delicious meal with family. Time flies indeed, 1 year have passed. What fuck is this, am i reminiscing the past now? Zzz, and i remembered few days later in 2010 this period, i became close with 2 best friends in my class, however due to some fucking stuff, we became..strangers since this year Jan i guess. Sigh, my fault, i sucks. Blablabla, _|_ this is for you. (my previous best friend)

Hmm, told you before i will post about you everyday if i were to post. So here again.

DEAR**, stay happy luh. Don't always get so irritated easily. Though i told you before that i'd rather you become fierce and 'kp' me than to stay being sad or moody, that doesn't mean i like you being fierce okay! Scary you know, especially when i think you got irritated by what i say or what. :< SCARY EH. Birthday coming already, must change new, machiam like Chinese New year like that, LOL.. Hmm, i think you cheer up already right! Becuz you talked to an idiot even though the idiot failed to make you laugh somehow... K feel useless now. BYEBYE, update your blog la !

2011-11-13T17:35:00.000+08:00

Alright, been FORCED by Kelly to update this blog.

Hmm, nothing much. Did homework as usual and this is how i fucking spend my weekends because of poly. Damn, shouldn't have study poly but instead, go jc. People said JC is harder, errr i think both are hard. FML?

To this special person :

Hmm, you know who you are. Don't be like this okay? Stay hyper and crazy. Okay i gotta admit i was very worried for you, and i fucking cried last night in my heart (Lucky not my face) before i slept. I really hope you're feeling better now. Don't bother about what other dogs say about you, you'll always have noob's backup no matter what. For god sake, please stop saying nobody likes you, wait one day okay. And err, secret in 18 days later okay! Happy waiting, hahaha. For now, stay happy and eat more la, you ain't THAT 'fat' at all... Smile okay? I'm the idiot, but so long as you're happy, that matters. Byebye boss. :p

2 more days to your 15th birthday ! :)

2011-11-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

Sigh, always sad, always alone, always emo, what the fuck is wrong with my life?

Slept pretty late last night, spent the time talking to Kelly - boss. Don't know why i can't fall asleep these days, sleep pretty late too. Woke up around 12 noon today, gosh this is bad, body clock is not working properly again.

Sigh, I've been doing homework everyday ever since school reopens. I can hardly have my own time to do my own stuff etc. Life is getting busier each day. Oh well. I did 1 and a half homework today, one on Gen-Ed which i've completed and the other is Scriptwriting which i done half of it already, half more to go! Then tomorrow, i'll probably be doing GDP. Again yes. Sigh, boring assignment.

Trained down to buona vista's artfriend just now. Damn it, they don't have the stock for the fucking copic marker too. What the marthafarker is this man? Wasted my trip to there, FUCK YOU. Dinner at Clementi's Mall KFC!

Bye!

Kelly - BOSS! Hello, why you slept so late siol. 4am+- become 7am+ in the morning and woke up so late?! POWER uh, haha. So you skipped 3 meals already right? Remember to eat uh, trololol. Drink more water and become shui tong(water pail) ;D And boss sounds nicer ma... Anyway, don't keep thinking nobody like you becuz you're _____ okay! Slowly wait, confirm will have one. Trust your new boss's words leh. ;D

2011-11-11T20:50:00.002+08:00

11/11/11, nothing big. FUCK YOU BITCH.

Slept pretty late last night, sacrificed my 3 hours of sleep just to chat with my boss, Kelly. Lol, wonder how she's doing now over there at Malaysia. I guess enjoying her delicious dinner and growing fatter? Haha..

Woke up pretty early this morning and went to school for drawing class. Quite boring but it was okay. Fuck lunch, Dyeo left me eating lunch in school alone for the first time while he went to meet his friends. What fuck is this, eat alone in the school for the first time.. XinXin meimei saw me eating alone, wonder how she thinks. I guess she looked down on me, since i'm just a fucking loner.

Gen-Ed was boring, didn't have any mood. Guess i disappointed Shy Princess by replying attitude replies etc. Oh well, and boss went Malaysia already, sigh. Dinner alone also, fuck my life. 11/11/11 is a fucker because it is the day where i have my lunch and dinner ALONE. FUCK YOU 11/11/11. Time is not a healer, food is my healer.

BYE.

To Kelly : BOOMZXC BOSS, hello. I'm not silly okay. Err.. I don't know what to type for now. Aiya boss, shoot photos and show me okay. Take care and have fun in Malaysia. Quickly come back la, then give me a text k. >< IMY BOSS. Enjoy your dinner and eat more, GROW FATTER, LOLOLOLOL. Now that you never study already, i will worry about your future eh. Hmm, fierce boss, be friendlier to me okay? Lol, naggy me right? Well, i care for you what, idiot boss. So touched by your post to me last night, trolololol! Sweetest message 'never ever gonna ignore you(which is me)' uh :) FASTER COME BACK LA..

To Siyan : GOODLUCK CONFESSING TO THE SAME GUY :)

2011-11-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hi.

So, i've received my $150 this afternoon from Mr David Chua, my client who is also our westwood teacher. He will pay me another $50 when he call me again for further touch-up. Bro also helped him with the leaflet flyer, so he'll pay us another $150 tomorrow's morning or noon.

Did a drawing sketch and coloring of my design for gdp homework today. Gonna do storyboard later. And oh, i bet with Vernice that if nobody reply or comment my post within an hour (Post was 'WHO IS FREE FOR DINNER? LOL :X) and nobody fucking reply me indeed, so i won. I felt so depressed, even when i tried being thick-skinned for once, it don't work at all. So, why bother asking me to socialize? I tried already yet it don't make any difference at all, why did you guys lie to me?

In the end, i still had my dinner alone, oh well. F__k off.

2011-11-06T01:55:00.000+08:00

Hey.

So, i had a client - Mr David Chua from WWSS. He looked for me to help him to create a logo design for his wife's student child care and tuition center. So, i did my part and also met my poly teacher yesterday'smorning (Saturday) and she helped me along.

After doing, decided to watch 'The Three Musketeers' this movie at Nex Cinema, so i had lunch at Texas Chicken and watched alone at 2pm. The show was hilarious, funny yet a little boring, probably because i don't really like sword fighting scenes. Oops.

Met Mr David Chua at night near my place, and he was satisfied with what i've done for him, and he'll pay me $200 later (sunday) when i give him another 1 copy of my design too. Cool, i like this job, i like it!

Home-d and started doing the fucking Maya homework again. To be frank, i really hate laying out the UV texture on its editor, lazy i guess... My eyes hurt, oh well. Brother is back home, and his botak head is so damn fucking sexy, i was like keep rubbing his head etc LOL. Lo-ee Siyan wants me to cut botak too, i wonder how i will look like, shit i guess! :X

So, i finally picked up my courage and talked to shy, anti-social and sleepy Princess! Hahaha, FINALLY. LOLOLOL i'm crazy, sorry ><

HELLO ANGJIAYIN! I AM BACK AGAIN, LOL!

bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LO-EEEEE SIYAN! :D

2011-11-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

Not in the mood to update blog.

Nothing to update about too.
Oh well, whatever.

Bye bye.

2011-10-31T17:15:00.000+08:00

The more i see, the more disappointment i feel.

I'm tired, i don't matter to anybody. I was never important to anyone in life. Why am i even born? If god exist, i would slap them in their face. If ghost exist, i will make sure i'll disturb them and ask them to drag me to hell. I shall turn the clock back to 3 months ago, where i hate this fucking world so much. The world is full of selfish and bad people.

Seriously, what's so fun about life? You see, i'm so strong that i'm not even afraid of ghost.

Good bye.

2011-10-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Today was 1D 'class' outing. Venue was at Sentosa - Siloso Beach. It was fun, they were enjoying themselves and i was like helping them to 'babysit' their belongings together with MingCai and my brother (though most of the time, i solo babysitting instead). Had double mcspicy meal for lunch over there, so expensive, 9 bucks gone. Well anyway, i only started playing the sea water and sand those around 5+ when Tiffany shouted at me to join them. They threw sand on me, bully..

After that, went back to Vivo and farewell-ed with them. Had dinner with brother at Food Republic. Seriously, the Pork Rib rice over there was bad.. The meat was so hard that i could barely chew it. Whatever. Honestly, it feels good when you are texting with your ex-crush. I swear. I hope she's doing fine and stop speaking vulgarities infront of her friends, or else it'll be bad for her in the future..living in a civilized world.

Tata for now. Bye.

2011-10-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

Hey.

I've done with my 3DF assignment in the afternoon. Pretty tired though. However, i did have fun. I was stuck with Photoshop software problems but in the end, i'd manage to complete them on time. Since i'm done with almost all my homework, i went to play games. I've not been playing computer games for days because of Poly life. So well, yeah.

Dinner with brother at Jurong Point. Had Burger King, pretty delicious, i simply love the Mushroom Swiss Tendergrill Chicken burger to the core, probably one of the best burger in life. Walked around and i saw Valeska and Joby with their friends too. They were studying for O's before that, i suppose.

What's wrong with me these days? It seems like i've lost many friends again. Tell me, how to keep friends? Maybe i'm too used to being alone, so much so that i just want to live alone sometimes and don't want to talk to people. This is bad, guess i inherited part of the genes from one of my meimei - Xinxin. Oh well, sigh. I wasn't like this last time.. Time can change us so much, urgh.

Tomorrow is class 1D outing, venue changed from ECP to Sentosa. I wonder if it will be fun or what. I'm so afraid i'll be left-out and again, think many things and in the end, emo. FML. Bye.

2011-10-28T21:25:00.001+08:00

Seriously, what the HELL is wrong with my maya software? I tried to complete half of my assignment by tonight but because of this freaking error, now i can't do my assignment. You happy already, Maya Software? To think i like you so much, now you give me this problem.

WHATEVER.

Nothing much to post about for today. The top part already ruined my mood now. I'm pretty tired of life. Fuck you, you want to leave my life, leave now. Stop coming in and out as you please. This is my life, i'll do the call. If you want to leave by then, i'm not going to let you off so easily either. My mood is simply ruined by everything today.

Realized i've been sucha extra. Nobody really care for me, so why should i bother? Even when they do, i'm not the first in their mind. So, please, fuck yourself off, thank you very much.

Good bye.

2011-10-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Tuesday night, i celebrated Val's birthday.

Last night, we celebrated our dad's early birthday celebration at JP. Bro booked 6pm slot for us at 'The Soup Restaurant' at 2nd floor. The food over there were nice, and i like it. The tea they served us was delicious, not to forget the Sam Sui Chicken - $15 you know? Half only, not 1 full chicken, but it was damn delicious and splendid! Pictures will be uploaded soon, i hope. I've been really busy these days.

Today's VAF class was fun. Was appointed by everyone to be main actor lead. Zzz, but i had fun acting, though it was pretty hard to memorise the script and act out. I wanna be an actor someday, but probably not being a main actor for the first try. I need to train~

Good bye.
Happy birthday Siti and Ms Grace Chiang !

2011-10-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Had a 8am lesson drawing class today, so sleepy and had flu. Damn. Whatever. During break time, i headed to Hilltop Polar to buy a birthday cake for Valeska! Hoho, expensive despite such a small cake. Well, it's worth it.

STSB class was so-so, kinda boring though. However, i can see the lecturer trying to make the lesson interesting. After school, headed to Polar to collect the birthday cake. Went to JP Popular to buy glue and folders. Then i went home and start forming origami for Val. Also, printed some sec 3 SS notes for her, hoping it will help her with her O's too.

Hmm, met her at night, around 8:50pm at Boonlay. Helped her celebrate her birthday by singing b'day song, eat cakes (though i'm the one eating only, cuz she haven't had her dinner.' Well, hope everything was okay just now. Feeling a little awkward but i was fine with it. I hope she like what i've done, a birthday gift from 'stranger' LOL.

Good bye!

2011-10-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hey hi.

Hmm, today is monday.. So erm, Monday Blues? Anyway, woke up at around 6:10am today. Reached school around 7:10am when the school starts at 8am instead.. Foodcourt 6 wasn't open entirely yet.. Saw DTan at 730am and lucky, most of the stalls opened already and hence, i bought some food for breakfast.

MOG class was fine today, though it was fun, i still stucked with the practice session, #fml. Had lunch with DYeo. Oh yeah, i realized that the T21's Toilet was so clean and newly-renovated. I took pictures of it since nobody was inside the toilet, lol! GDP lesson was boring, showed the lecturer my storyboard and after which, i did Maya throughout the lesson HAHA.

Alright, waited for XinXin meimei just now and accompany her till JE interchange only.. Really miss her as a meimei in a way, if only..she was like last time, caring her korkor. Oh well..

Shy sleepy Princess showed me a url and asked me to be prepared as it gave her a 'heart attack' LOL. This is the link, be prepared, ladies and gentlemen :D
- http://www.x-rider.com/#link_targets%1C

Goodbye! Goodluck to all people taking O's, especially Val Val Valeska! :) jiayou!
Tomorrow is your birthday too !! 17th birthday ;D
Happy birthday in advance !!

P.S : Shy sleepy Princess, don't be scared uh! Naggy cat is here !! :)

2011-10-23T20:40:00.001+08:00

Hello.

The picture on top shows my supper for last night! There's Egg tofu, fish balls, veges, soup, noodle, egg, fried chicken drumlets and ice lemon tea. A lot, right? Anyway, i slept around 2:30am last night, pretty late.

Nothing much to post about for today. I feel so tired. Homework has yet to be compiled up and given to us. How i wish i have enough holidays, too late already, i guess?

Guess what, i really thinks i'm The Joker now, lol! Crap.

Bye... School tomorrow = horror begins, another week's ahead, #fml.

The Joker is simply amazing to me.

2011-10-22T22:20:00.005+08:00

Subway for Dinner...
Chinese Local Dish for Lunch...
Hi.

It's been a week, life in Poly simply sucks, even some of my 'friends' agree to it. Whatever. Anyway, i slept quite late last night, around 3am. Watched 'The Dark Knight - Batman' movie again on Funshion. I really love The Joker. Who knows, one day, i might portray myself as him too, with a white face, black eye make-up, as well as scars on my cheek there and an extremely dark red lip sticks. I don't know, it's nice and amazing.

Sorry, i guess i've been pretty upset these days whenever i update my post. Again, sorry. I did my drawing assignment in the afternoon, really lethargic. I haven't been drawing for like months, and i drew like a F9 standard. Whatever.

I have 354 friends on facebook. 0 were free to have dinner with me. What the Fuck is this? Sigh, sometimes, i do wonder why. Well, i don't mind, i'm a fucking anti-social dude, so yeah. I actually have many things to update them on this post, but somehow, i don't feel like it anymore. Sorry.

I'm a liar. I've been lying to my parents that i eat with friends when the fact is, i'm not. Same goes in the past, lied to them when i told them i ate with friends when the truth was, i wasn't. Never mind, they wouldn't understand or comfort me even if i were to tell them about the truth. So, fuck this shit? :)

Good bye, about 39 days before i leave Singapore for Australia's study tour in December 2011.

P.S : I am The Joker, i like him, that's why i'm funny. I thought my jokes were bad... :)

- Doctor Pek : Ni hao!

- Xin Wei : Okay, will text you still though yours no prepaid. Ni hao too.

- Shy anti-social sleepy Princess : WOW 15 hours of sleep, power!! :D

2011-10-22T00:32:00.001+08:00

Hey.

Sorry about not having any music songs played on my blog. There seems to be some technical problems with the player, whatever.

Totally love Gen-Ed class today, it's not about attending the lesson, but about me being able to see XinXin Meimei and LiangWin bro for like finally, after a month plus.. Really miss them but well, i just saw them today. I really miss those times when they cared about me, texted me and talked to me. However, time flies, humans change.. I know XinXin MeiMei might be reading this post too, but the way she talked to me now is a little different from the past, or in fact, huge difference.. Same for LiangWin bro too. Never mind, gotta admit it's part of life, ladies and gentlemen.

Called Mr Isaac Yap just now, and he told me i'm allowed to use 'Automatic Mappling' for my 1st Milestone which is very good for me because it saves time. It's a shortcut method whereby it can be done within a minute, unless you want to sew it and arrange them nicely. Last night, i did it by using 'Plannar Mappling' , which took me like hours and not yet done, tsk...

Dinner with Family was great today. We watched 'Ai' drama just now, it was the last episode [Like finally...]. Serve Zhou Ying Ming right, he died with many bullets shot onto him and even got car 'banged' by Ding Shi Min. Why must they let DSM die? Sigh. It's a drama afterall. -_-

Good bye. Totally don't feel like talking to anyone too when seeing XinXin meimei being so quiet too. I seems to have this shadow function - How 'others' treat me, i tend to treat ''the others'' the way those 'others' treated me. I'm weird, i guess... I tend to miss how others once treated me good and caring, what the F___ is wrong with me? Reminisce? ARGH BYE.

2011-10-21T15:10:00.001+08:00

Gen-Ed Class now.

Honestly, i don't really like Gen-Ed, but the thought of having able to see Xinxin MeiMei and LiangWin Bro really makes me feel like going! Lol!

Downloaded Maya software last night, like finally! However, it sucks because when we run that program, it eats our battery like lightning speed. -_- Whatever! I got a 3 year contracts for this software, awesomezxc!

Slept quite late last night. Mr Isaac's 3DF assignment 1st milestone is really tough if you do the layout by Plannar mappling, #fml. Zzz. Never mind, shall do them over the weekends hopefully...
Drawing Class today was fun, but the thought of doing the proportions correctly really sucks. Gonna attend Gen-Ed class now, good bye Blog!

2011-10-20T16:50:00.001+08:00

Heya.

Slept late last night, around 1am. Sigh, woke up around 6am this morning. Had Mac Breakfast and reached school before 8am. Oh well, 3DF lesson was average today, but i hate the homework given, even though he uploaded the wrong assignment into blackboard, LOL. GDP lesson was boring.. However, the new environment classroom T2055 [Post-Production Studio] is nice, iMac computers are here, but i don't know how to use, so yeah, LOL.

Xinxin meimei came to find me today, so happy to see her, i swear. But she gone skinnier and shorter? LOL. Can't wait to see her in Gen-Ed class tomorrow. Lunch-ed with D.Yeo today.

2-6pm is VAF class. It's pretty boring, and that's why i'm blogging now though the lecturer is still talking right now, HAHA. Damn i'm feeling giddy and having a terrible fucking headache. I swear i hate late class lesson.

Bye.

2011-10-19T23:20:00.001+08:00

Hello.

I watched Paranormal Activity 1 last night alone, it wasn't that scary after all. Only the last part was scary, but it left me curious about how those 'once existed people' works.. LOL.

Today's lesson started at 1pm. Woke up at around 11am and bathed and went down to JP Subway for brunch. Then went for school. Today's 3DF class was fun, Mr Isaac Yap told us he is our PT for this semester, as well as the MC for this module - 3DF. Upon hearing that, i was quite happy cuz he's one of a nice and kind teacher i know in SP. He taught us UV Projection today, quite fun and hard to catch up though. I was like, writing and writing down notes.. Can't catch up the pace but in the end, i'd manage to finish them. Feel so happy about it.

After class, had lunch with 'them' at Foodcourt 6. Sigh left-out ultra max. #FML. How did i manage to admit the fact that i'm a fucking l___r? Sigh, forget it. Went for CCA after that and today's training was average without Shifu..

Goodbye.

- Doctor Pek : Hello~ :)

- Xin Wei : Ni hao~ :)

- Shy Anti-Social sleepy Princess : Congrats getting 4th position in your level position among the cohort Sec 2 Express !

- Valeska : Hey, all the best for your O level Science Practical tomorrow, don't be nervous :)

2011-10-18T22:35:00.009+08:00

What the F___ is wrong with me again tonight?

I admit, i'm losing myself again. It just seems to me that the ones that were once close to me were mostly the one that make me feel this way these days. I really miss the time when i was 'close' with Xinxin and liangwin bro. I also don't know what happened to xinxin. Ever since September, we haven't been chatting much and meeting up at all.. Honestly, i miss her.

Flashed back the past messages of them, such as Xinxin meimei, Shy Princess, etc really reminded me of how happy i was when texting them last time. However, what happened? Why do friends come in and out of live, as though they're entering ERP and exiting from the CBD area. Urgh.. Told you already, Poly reopens can change my fuckin' mind and mood.

I don't know if being alone is my life. I'm fine, but if you really want me to be alone, then i would rather not knowing anybody in this world, because i can treat them as strangers and just lead my own life. Unfortunately, i knew them and worst is when someone whom you were close with once, walked past you and ignore you, didn't bother to wave to you etc.. That kind of feeling sucks. Why? Why must i have such classmates in Poly too?

I admit, i don't like. I doubt they read my blog, so well. I wished they could find something 'interesting' about me. I don't mind them teasing me just like how they teased my great gangster friend in class. I guess i don't even belong to this society, this country, etc. I don't care if you are going to complain my blog to the court blabla, not interested at all because i didn't name out their names over here.

In class, i'm only left with 2 daniels that i feel comfortable mixing with. Of course, D.Yeo told me that they'll never change no matter what. The sight of them really irks me, i swear to god. But come to think of it, i just have to tolerate them for another 2.5 years. Guess time flies, isn't it?

Well, why did i waste part of my time blogging about this issue on my blog when i'm socially and mentally strong? Who can lives alone and party alone in life other than those who experienced it before? Doubt anyone could.

Also, the reason why i don't want to mix friends or socialise is because i want to prevent hurt from memories. Without memories of having friends, those little things or amazing things we do together in life, life would be great with lesser pains too. If i really forgot and shut down my brain memory, that's it. I'll forget everyone for my own benefits. I feel so selfish, LOL.

I was kidding for the previous paragraph. Shag, bye.
The Joker is really awesome, he's a man with no plan and someone who can achieve his own goals just being alone. I really envy him..

2011-10-18T17:30:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Woke up very early today, like around 6am. Bathed and went to JP Mac for breakfast. I guess i was too early, reached school around 7:30am when class starts at 8am. Whatever. Went into the drawing studio with XinYu and after that, a relief teacher came in and told us that our drawing teacher is sick. OH FAG, i woke up so early for drawing class and now, class cancelled?! I was so pissed off cuz our next class is at 12 noon...... We've got 4 hours break, #FML.

Went to FC6 to eat with the 2 Daniels. After that, headed to Hilltop library to 'chill,' watch movies etc. Got left out by them again, but i knew it. Some things in life don't change or last long no matter what. Karma will strike them one day, isn't it? I can't handle my friendships well. Ever since school reopen this year, i never really make a good friend from this class. In fact, nobody in SP, other than my CCA partner, which we only see each other once per week.. To be really frank, i'd rather go back to Westwood Sec to 'further' my education rather than wasting it in this Poly cuz of these bunch of 'classmates' (to make it sound nicer). Whatever.

STSB lesson was fun, intro and exercises were alright. Class ended at 3pm and headed to jp to find Fattybombom. Bought Shilin XXL Chicken and tealicious after meeting her. And now, i'm home-d again. No homework today, but i'm pretty sure there will be, next week..

Also, class 1D is going to have their class outing soon. They didn't invite me though. It is going to be their last class outing with my brother whom is entering NS soon for the year 2011. Well it's fine with me, i'm not related to their class either, and i doubt they will invite me, so well.

This post seems moody and upset, sorry. That's what happen to me when Poly reopens.

- Doctor Pek : Hello~ :)

- XinWei : ni hao :)

- Fattybombom : Takecare uh, good luck with overall results. :)

- Shy anti-social sleepy Princess : Hello! Cheer up uh, don't upset over what you've done to your bestfriend yesterday (the tweet).

2011-10-17T23:00:00.002+08:00

HEY.

Was 'forced' by Doctor Pek to update my blog, so here i go! First day of school today. Lynus was sick, hence the first lesson from 8-12 noon was cancelled! I love it, cuz i don't like MOG's 4 hours lesson. Texted some people and went back to sleep for another 3 more hours. Woke up at around 10am and went for a shower. After that, dressed up and headed down to JP subway for BRUNCH!

Reached school around 11:50am and went into room 2037 with classmates. C.James briefed us about the overseas study tour at Australia which we'll be flying off in 1 or 2 december and for about a week.. After briefing, went to classroom 2011 for GDP. Damn, GDP first lesson already gave me stress, just the 30s frame itself..though it only holds 20%..

Ended school at around 3pm. Texted some friends and had lunch with classmates at Foodcourt 6. Ah, i missed the soup a lot and i ordered more today, HAHA! After eating, said goodbye to classmates and went back to JP with Yyat. Saw Doctor Pek, Xin Wei and Bridget in the bus interchange. Doctor Pek shouted my name, gosh shy me. HAHA. Took the same bus with Xin Wei and alighted first though.

Reached home and started doing my homework till now.. Still in progress, FML. Good Bye. 8am lesson tomorrow, sigh, until 3pm. Oh well, life..

- Doctor Pek : UPDATE BLOG ALREADY! I shy.. I can fit into the bus okay! Not so fat.. :)

- Xin Wei : HELLO! :D Let's talk more often next time! :)

- Fattybombom : NI HAO! >< congrats, top in Chemistry for you! :DD

- Shy sleepy monster Princess : Hey, don't know if you do read all my posts, but they got your name in it, you know?! Good luck with your overall results! Sleep well and sweet dreams! >.<

2011-10-16T21:32:00.001+08:00

Hello!

Woke up at around 11am plus today. Fattybombom texted me morning at 11am. That was like, very early to me. Bathed and meet for lunch at Pioneer Mall. After that, walked back home and drank bubbletea which was bought from interchange. Used computer and trained my PT too.

Chatted with Xin Wei and Doctor Pek today. Rare opportunity to chat with XW, as in chat a lot. Today is one of those days, i guess? Also, chatted with Larry, Wei Sheng, shy sleepy Princess, Mei Mei and Fattybombom too! So coincidence, XW and Doctor Pek lives near my house area, easy to meet up for lunch or outing, can't wait to go out with them asap.

Dinner with family at Boon Lay Market. Had Tze Char, gosh, so full now, but i'll crave for food 100% later or tomorrow right after i'm awake......

School reopens tomorrow, god damn it. Time flies, isn't it? I don't like to see the bitches and bastards. They'll ruin my mood. I guess i need to train my inner mind... Whatever. 8am MOG lesson, here i come! Gonna turn in to bed earlier tonight, probably around 11pm plus later.

That's it, good bye.

- Doctor Pek : Boohoo bestfeeeeee! Cheer up uh, hope you feel better now. :)

- XinWei : HELLO! Blog updated already. :)

- Fattybombom : Hey, i'm sorry.. Anyway, lunch was awesome today, don't shy anymore uh! :)

- Shy Sleepy Monster Princess : Wah so honoured to be your brother and best friend as seen on the post! >< HAHA don't kill me into 18 pieces, and you'll never know i'll ask or not de, skarli i will LOL!!

2011-10-15T21:06:00.003+08:00

Hello there.

Woke up at around 10:30am this morning. Bathed and headed down to Jurong Point. While walking to the interchange, i saw ANGJIAYIN with her friends. She looked embarrass and shocked, oh well, haha, shy sleepy Princess!

Met this fattybombom and we had our lunch at Long John Silver. After that, took train down to Orchard. We changed to Circle Line at Buona Vista and travelled to Bishan too. The journey seemed long as compared to East-West Line.. Anyway, i saw a guy who looked about the same as my CCA Shifu! Gosh, i almost say hi to the wrong person...

Watched 'Real Steel' movie (for my case, again) with fattybombom! Wonder how she thought of the movie.. Anyway, treated her Gong Cha too. Had fun today, though i felt weird.

Good bye ! :) School's reopening on this coming Monday, SHUCKS!

- Doctor Pek : Cheer up hor, don't love sick ! :)

- Fattybombom : Thanks for today's outing. :) Did you enjoy yourself too? :X

- Shy Sleepy Monster Princess : BOO! HAHA, why shocked when you see me? LOL.

2011-10-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

It's Friday today, TGIF!

Nothing much about today. Woke up so early and trained down to SP to configure my laptop. I could remember the previous time i configured it, i took about less than 30 minutes. However, i took 2.5 hours to configure my laptop today! What the H. Seriously? It sucks!!

Anyway, lunch-ed alone at Foodcourt 3 in SP. Oh gosh, i seriously love their Western Food - Chicken Chop! Guys, please like 'My Kenteen' on facebook, that's their page! Thanks!

Trained back to JP and went back home and started all the transferring stuff from hard-disk to my laptop etc! I became the Assistant Class Rep for my class next semester. Urgh i don't want, i just wanna be a normal student......

That's about it, a short and simple post. Going out with SOMEONE tomorrow. Re-watching real steel again, oh well. :)

- Doctor Pek : Stop saying me when i ask you who is your _____ okay! >< Just tell me ! :P

- Fattybombom : Don't keep quiet uh! Shy what shy! :D

- Shy Princess : HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ><

- Shy, anti-social and sleepy Princess : Hope you had fun today with your outing! Haha, shake butt video? LOL! Stay happy uh, hyper-active!! ><

Bye!

2011-10-14T00:12:00.002+08:00

Hey!

I gotten back my laptop now, i'm so freaking happy. Gonna train down to SP tomorrow to configure my laptop! Anyway, i went for WingChun training yesterday. It was fun and enjoyable. Laocai came back for 1 week, some seniors too. After training, i trained down to Clementi and bought koi! Haha, then took bus 99 to The Chevrons to meet my class 4E chalet! I miss them. Anyway, the chalet was really fun. Though we didn't sleep last night (all of us, except some who slept in the morning around 7am plus), we had fun. BBQ was so-so, the fun part was when everyone sat down in the living room and started playing poker cards and drinking liquor and redbulls as forfeit. Funny rules we've created. Those pictures at the top are simple photos of the chalet, sorry for the poor quality, i didn't bring my DSLR along, that's why.

Anyway, we went to IMM Pepperlunch for BRUNCH. So hungry, haha. Took bus back home with Esmond. When i reached home, slept like pig! Then HP Repair Service Center called me but i didn't pick up. Well, called them and trained down eventually to collect my laptop. Cabbed back home. Seriously, i'm going to faint. Not enough sleep..

School is about to reopen, damn my life. Gonna see bitches and bastards again...... Bye. Gonna prepare to sleep and wake up early tomorrow to configure my laptop at SP in the morning and meet my brother to attend Class 1D's celebration. Tata for now. (:

P.S : Tomorrow = Today (Friday, 14 October 2011)

- Shy Princess : HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! >.< enjoy your day okay? :)

- Doctor Pek : Sleep well, take care (:

- Fattybombom : HEY YOU! Dreamt of me uh, so honoured. :P

- Shy Sleepy Monster Princess : Boohoo! koak brother never bully you >< Haha, nice inferencial skill :)

2011-10-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

Okay, nothing much about today actually.

As usual, woke up around 11am. Checked my texts, tweets, facebook etc. She haven't reply my text still...... Anyway, lunch with dad and bro. After that, headed to JP and took bus to Town. Well, i brought along my earpiece and again, blasted happily like nobody's business.

Alighted at Shaw house and walked to Ngee Ann City. Bought something from Artfriend and headed back to Ion Orchard to get myself something from Daiso. Decided to have gong cha! I love their milk tea a lot, but i don't know why it tasted average to me today.. After that, took train from Dhoby Ghaut to Harboufront and tried the Circle line from there to Buona Vista. It took about 15 minutes, fast isn't it?

Headed back home after that.
Westwood Sec Class 4E'2010 Chalet at Chevrons Jurong East tomorrow. And next week is Poly school reopen already, sigh......

P.S :
- Doctor Pek : Sleep sleep sleep, machiam like pig only uh. SMILE :D

- Tall Fattybombom : Please eat more, skinny eh you! And aww, i like texting you too.

- Val : Hey, unexpected right to see you name over here. Let's hope we will not break our promise. Jiayou for O's!

- Shy sleepy monster Princess : Haiyo, don't even know if you are reading my blog or not, HAHA. Jiayou for tomorrow's English Oral!! :DDD

2011-10-10T22:05:00.001+08:00

Hey!

I got my new earpiece! Beats by Dr. Dre! I'm so happy, i can blast my music like nobody's business now. Poly life is about to start again, and i shall blast my music and ignore friends that i think are and were bad to me last time. Favoritism kills you someday, i curse you and your group members.

Anyway, i went to JW Stadium today. Ran 2.4km run. Gosh, stupid stamina.. Got a very lousy timing, 15-16 minutes. However, come to think of it, I've not been running for a month, mind you. After running, i walked to George's house to find him to offer me a drink, and treat me bubbletea! Lol!

- Doctor Pek, don't be afraid of the person who suicided by jumping down from his block near your house okay? I'm here, you can call me if you can't fall asleep tonight.
- Tall and Fatty Bombom Girl, eat more and grow fatter okay?! :D Jiayou for history paper tomorrow!
- SHY, ANTI-SOCIAL AND SLEEPY PRINCESS, GET A1 FOR TOMORROW'S MATH PAPER 1 OKAY?! :D ><

Tata, good bye!

2011-10-09T22:53:00.001+08:00

Hey!!

Though i slept early last night, i woke up extremely late today, around 12:30pm in the noon. Okay, gotta admit that i'm a heavy sleeper. I feel very tired easily these days. What's wrong with me? School is about to reopen soon, in about 1 week's time. FML. I don't want school to reopen. I don't wanna see bitches, bastards, and favoritism in them, oh well, it's life, i forgot.

Anyway, had lunch with Brother and Dad at Boon Lay Market today. Called 2 meats, 1 Veg and an Egg with rice (Nasi Lemak). Oh gosh, $3.50, considered quite cheap. I eat a lot, ain't I? HAHA. People like me eat a lot but yet, skinny still. Why is that so? Tsk..

Met up with George at Jp and headed to Carl's Junior Fastfood Restaurant. We 'studied' over there, and he helped me with my assignment by thinking of some new ideas while i helped him with entertainment ._____. Anyway, it was fun. We actually bought a drink and some fries. As you know, we can keep refilling the drinks after finishing them. So, George actually refilled and as dinner was approaching, we carried the empty cup along with us for dinner at KOPITIAM. After dinner, we carried the empty cup and headed back to Carl's Junior to refill it and drink it again for free. LOL, we're cheapskate. It's part of life, isn't it? HAHA.

Doctor Pek, don't be so BHB okay? Haha, noob! Tell me who is your crush, okay? :P
Shy, Anti-social and Sleepy Monster Princess, BE MOTIVATED TO STUDY OKAY?! ;D ><

Goodbye!

2011-10-08T21:30:00.001+08:00

Hey! HAPPY BIRTHDAY Tiantian ! :DDD

First and foremost, i wanna thank ANGJIAYIN for helping me with my blog stuff! This includes the new skin template, the 'like' button which you can find on the bottom of each post, as well as her time and effort. I felt like a fool, i can't win anyone over such programming IT.

My laptop hard-disk corrupted. Damn it, my friends were saying this to me. 'You watched too many ____ is it?' and i was like pissed off and reply back 'F___ you!' Haha, you can't blame me. The person in-charge told me that it could be the software or some files which caused the corruption. So please, don't judge me without evidence. -|-

I sent my laptop for repair this morning. Woke up freaking early, around 7am. Met up with Azhari at Jurong Point and had our Burger King breakfast. After which, we took the train down to Queenstown and transferred to a bus to reach the HP Service Center. When i passed my laptop to the person in-charge, she actually told me to collect it 3 to 5 working days later! I was extremely mad with her because i thought they could help me reformat on the spot. That caused me waking up early for nothing! FML.

Headed to Bedok and Azhari had his haircut for free from her cousin. Then he smoked and we went to Bedok Point for lunch @ Banquet. Bought GongCha drink today, and i'm so happy! Suddenly, i feel like cutting my hair and i called my hairstylist. I hate his workplace because i've never been to there before ever since he left Jurong West area. Had a difficult time finding and locating the venue. I even asked bus drivers for confirmation, as well as customer service center. This shows that i'm sucks! Whatever.

After my haircut, train-ed back home and online using my brother's laptop. Uploaded my photos to the computer and then to the facebook and some over here. I really want to thank this shy, anti-social and sleepy monster Princess with add-on powerpuff girl - ANGJIAYIN! Thank you for helping me, how do you want me to repay back? >< :P

Thanks Yingjie STABSTAB for helping me with the 'like' just now even though i failed. ><
Thanks Zophia HAMSTER MEIMEI for being the first to 'like' my photos on facebook ! :)
Thanks others for liking my photo albums that was being uploaded just now ! :)

THANKS ANGJIAYIN FOR ALL :P

Good bye!

2011-10-07T13:50:00.004+08:00

Hey.

I've not been updating my blog ever since the last incident whereby the javascript disabled my 'Publish Post' button. You can't blame me for this.

Anyway, i had 2 months of holidays and they were pretty fun, boring, awesome and at the same time, i just got to know many juniors in Westwood Sec, my previous secondary education. Well, pardon for the way i publish my blog. Never update for like months and i really don't know how to update, HAHA.

Ever since the holidays, i've been watching movies, eating 3-4 meals a day, exercising, WingChun training, meeting juniors and friends, swimming, and etc. I slept late and woke up around 11 or 12 noon as usual. Life was pretty amazing but unfortunately, i'm gonna face the fact that school is going to reopen and my daily routine will start changing again.

I'll be coming back to wwss next year as a relief teacher, hopefully. I wanna see how great and awesome my knowledge are and how fantastic my 'students' will be by then. Not to forget, i would like to visit my juniors and friends that i'm in contact with right now, especially that shy princess, all my sisters and brothers! :)

17 Oct is my school reopen. Pretty hate monday, tuesday and thursday. 8am lesson, what the H. Why can't i have lesson at 10am or 11am in the morning instead? Tsk. Wednesday is the best, 1pm to 3pm only! After that will be my cca's training! Friday remains the same, but nearer (10:30am instead of 11am) till 1pm, and 3pm to 5pm for gen-ed. Can't wait to see xinxin[meimei]and liangwin[Bro]. Miss the both of them a lot a lot!

Watched 'Real Steel IMAX' movie with Wei Sheng at Shaw Lido yesterday. The movie was extremely great and i like the visual effects produced out by them. The movie was indeed, crystal clear. Like what they said, 'SEE MORE, HEAR MORE, FEEL MORE' WOW!!!! 20 bucks gone. FML. LOL.

Goodbye for now. Will be updating more often. Wonder who will read it..

2011-08-09T01:50:00.001+08:00

Hey, a sudden outing with her again yesterday(monday)!~
Watched 'Captain America' late night movie.
I love her, and i miss her.
Yet, i wished to woo her but she got a boyfriend..
What should i do? I really love her..

2011-08-04T19:35:00.003+08:00

Hey, watched HP7.2 with ahtan last saturday, 30july2011.
I love her.. but i can't woo her, she's attached.
What should i do? :(

2011-06-30T20:55:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Out with my clique to watch Transformers 3 today at Tiong Bahru GV.
It was a nice and very awesome movie indeed!

Good bye.

2011-06-20T18:55:00.000+08:00

Hey!

Went out with Larry today.
Met up at Causeway Point.
Watched Green Lantern movie.
It was average.

Good bye.

2011-06-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

I feel so stupid, i feel so dumb, i feel so.. Urgh!

Is it true that 'The more you care, the more you lose' ?
It appear so true to me.
The more i care about more people, the more i ended up losing them.
I don't know why, and what is wrong with people these days.
Maybe i wasn't good enough.

I have always wanted to show my love, care and concern to everyone,
without asking anyone the same in return.
But for the past few days, i've been thinking why should i do it when..
nobody bothers about me, making me care about them, yet they dont care about me?
Ain't this making me behaving like an idiot fool, irritating them and stalking them somehow?
I just wanna be like Michael Jackson, promoting and showing love to the world..
Is it so hard?

I don't know the purpose of my life, seriously.
That's why i learnt WingChun because i want to protect anyone.
In addition, if i were to die, it's fine, because my life is nothing.
It just make me feel that, my life can be used as a sacrifice just to save somebody.
Do you know how hurtful this is?

I don't have much close friends.
Even though i have my own new clique, still, i'm left out.
What the hell am i?
Why am i like this..?
My family are not close, and in fact, we will never be close.
Dad work, mum go casino gamble, bro work, and what about me?
Who will be at home improving our family relationships etc?

Sigh.. Honestly, FML.
I shall care less about people now, and i mean it.
Good bye.

2011-06-16T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hey!

Went out to Lido Shaw House to watch 'Mr Popper's Penguins.'
Oh my god, damn funny and touching movie! I LOVE the penguins, they are so cute and funny!
Overall, BEST movie too.

Good bye!

2011-06-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hey!

Went out with my Ex to Nex!
Watched 'Kung Fu Panda 2'! Haha amazing movie! So funny and awesome indeed!
Ate at 'Texas Chicken', quite nice~

Good bye!

2011-06-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

Hey. It's the school holidays now, but it don't feel like one for me.

Went to school yesterday and met up with my clique and some classmates. We sat together and did our homework. After which, our clique and Iyaad headed to Bugis Shaw Cinema to watch 'X-Men First Class' movie! It was awesome, funny and nice to watch, so please do catch it if you have not done so!

After watching, Iyaad left us and the five of us headed to Seoul Garden. Wow it was another one of my best dinner ever, and of course, the best dinner with my clique so far. I like them, their jokes, noises, acts and etc. Though i used to hate one of the guy, still, it wasn't that bad after all. Forgive and forget, i guess.

MOG is stressing me up, but well, i'm done with the homework. Left with Drawing and...3DF, sigh. Good bye. CCA tomorrow!

P.S : I know that i love you, yet i don't have the courage to confess to you no matter what, and it's been about 8 weeks, and i've not tell you or hint you at all.... I felt so useless, H.

2011-06-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

Last sunday 28 May, i went out with my clique. We went for Pasir Ris Downtown east, as well as pasir ris park for photography and skating. Dinner was at korea restaurant - BBQ Chicken. It was nice and tasty, good introduction by Zaidi.

Anyway, i hate my life. I'm lazy to say everything out here now, but just wanna say, i still feel the same old feeling, loner. Even though i'm with the new clique, i'm still left out.... Sigh.

Holidays now.
Good bye.

2011-05-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hey. Went out with my Ex to Nex Mall at Seragoon today! Skipped Gen-Ed just for her, what a good ex i am, haha. Before that, i was queuing up with my classmate for Starbucks in SP. There was a promotion! Half Price haha! So while on the way to Nex, we chatted and i knew i was a boring person, sorry 5.. Had our dinner at Broadster Chicken, and watched 'Pirates of the Carribean - On Stranger Tides' It was FUNNY and amazing, love the visual effects and JOHNNY DEPP! He's so funny and the way he acted, walked, spoke was seriously awesome and L-O-L! Drank 'Drink Tea' bubbletea with her, and walked around Nex. It was really big but boring place, haha. Goodbye.

2011-05-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hey! Went to Shaw House Lido at Orchard Road today! Oh my god, i am really happy and glad that it is newly renovated and opened! I was like waiting for half a year! Watched Thor today at 7pm! Omg the show was really brilliant and the visual effects were awesome! However, it was a little boring, but overall, it was amazing!! And there are so many movies i wanna watch! Such as KungFu Panda 2, Captain America, Pirates of the Carribean etc!! Good bye. P.S : I don't need anybody's concern. Leave me alone.

2011-04-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

Hey. This week was...frustrating, good and also, boring. I'm frustrated with someone from my class. He was like..keep on opposing me, really irritated. It was good because i went together with HER for CCA Showcase, happy! LOL. Boring because of homework..damn it. Whatever. Went out with my buddy just now. Took a lot of photos at Sentosa. Bye. P.S : I'm doing this for you, H.

2011-04-24T15:40:00.000+08:00

Hey. I'm stressed, really stress. I'm feeling really tired, very very tired of doing these assignments. 4 assignments in first week and i'm only done with 1.. The other 3 are really troublesome and difficult.. First is Photography..Second is 101 Ideas..Third is 3D fundamental..
1 require me a camera which i dont have, the other require me to waste time, and the other one need Maya Software, which i dont have. How pathetic is this course in my life too.. :( Stressssss. And the only reason i come to school is because i wanna bond with my class and maybe the coursemates in other class.. DVEMG/FT/1A/01 ROCKS!

2011-04-20T13:15:00.000+08:00

Hey! Currently in school now. Gonna start my class soon! Anyway, Poly life isn't that bad. Though we might be feeling stress, i felt it's fun! Whatever the case is, we bonded quite close as a class now. I like this! Hahaha. Good bye!

2011-04-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hey. Went out with George today. Wore my 'What The Hell' t-shirt that i bought from Avril's Clothing line few weeks ago! Abbeydawn! Met up at JP, had Mac for lunch, and headed to City Hall. George bought and reserved his ticket for the Kpop Concert happening this June. Then after which, we headed to Marina Square's Starbucks for a drink and rest. Chatted awhile and headed to Marina Bay Sands, and then back to MS and had dinner at Yoshinoya~ Trained down to Marina Barrage and took pictures and scenery! Posed a lot of Michael Jackson's pose just now, hahaha! Night ladies and gentlemen. P.S : I'm really disappointed with you..

2011-04-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hey! Had SP Flag's Day yesterday! Met up with our group and departed our own ways from Yio Chu Kang mrt station. Daniel T, Larry and me headed together around AMK's blocks while the others with their friends. It was a memorable day for the 3 of us. We got our donations mostly from the old grandmothers/aunty, haha. It was fun, that's all. Bye.

2011-04-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

Hello there. Honestly, i really dislike this life. What the hell is wrong with me? Why are people avoiding me right after we meet up? I know, i am a boring person. Yes indeed, i don't like it. Why, why and why..? I knew this would happen. People constantly dislike chatting with me or meet me after the first meet up. That is why i'll never dare to make anyone meet me at all.. To be frank, sometimes i wish to give up this life. How i really wish i am like Michael Jackson, Adam Lambert or Ryan Seacrest, or anyone. I want to be extremely talented and successful. But, it seems impossible. I wish to dance moonwalk, robot, etc. I wish to sing and scream my lungs out, just like how powerful Steven and Adam's scream! Oh well, it's not possible.. Good bye.

2011-04-12T15:41:00.000+08:00

Hey! Went to SP for Orientation.

Yesterday was a little boring, but fun. As for today, met up with Karhow and Weisheng at JP mcdonald. Had Mac's breakfast and headed to School. This is my first time going to T20, and i've no idea that the slope was steep, argh, haha! Get to know 3 guys friends today, Larry, Daniel and 1 malay guy which i forgot his name already, sorry hahaha! The tour was boring, let's hope tomorrow spice's training and Thursday's flag day will be fun and memorable. 1A/01 ROCKS!

Sorry guys, but it seems like i've decided to forget everyone of you, just like moving you guys to the recycle bins, and delete you guys from there, removing all of the memories we shared etc. Sorry, that's me. I will only keep some in my brain for the time-being.

2011-04-09T10:45:00.000+08:00

Hey. Not in a mood, feel so empty, as though i'm destinied to be a loner in life. I just failed again, as usual. Perhaps i'm not good enough, or perhaps, nobody really cares for me. Well, maybe there were, but they thought i was beyond hopeless, i guess? And i know, nobody is reading my blog at all. I mean, who cares for me, right? I hate this life, and how i wish someone could just stab me at the back and let me die. I AM hopeless, i AM useless, and i AM someone who fails to keep others as either close/best friends, friends or even, dear(s). Nevertheless, i AM someone who fails to win others' heart, either in term of friendship or trying to court a girl. Wow, how useless am i? I'm sure many people are laughing at me now. Well, just remember, life SUCKS big balls. Bye.

2011-04-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

Hey. Well, something's wrong with me these days. I haven't been feeling such a way after months. It seems like, i'm meeting the same problem. Whenever i get to know someone, it just seems like i will never be their bestfriends. Whatever the shit case is, i don't really bother. However, i'm tired, really very tired of being alone. Yes, i'm too independent, so much so that nobody in this teen age could win me (in a way, much more independent than i am). I felt, after all these years, i failed to keep bestfriends, relationships, and even, 'friend'ship. What's with me, i've been wondering every night. I lost many of them, but in fact, it wasn't that bad after all. Losing friends right now is a small case, it's natural, according to experts. Here is a sentence for me to f*** back 'When someone leaves you, don't wait for them to come back. Feel good about yourself and say: 'Next please.' I felt this sentence was very meaningful, and decided to post it up. No insulting or humiliating anybody, just a comment. Right now, i'm in a close term with someone. Hopefully, the mistakes will not repeat itself, or else i'm, in a negative comment, is a failure in life, someone who fail to keep friends, bestfriends, and even, dear(s). Sorry, and good bye readers.

2011-04-07T19:48:00.000+08:00

Hey. Went out today, alone to lot 1. Watched 'Rio' movie. It was funny and nice. After which, i stayed at cck's bus interchange for an hour, sitting on a chair stoning.. I can't believe i stayed there for nothing.. Headed back to Jurong Point. Then, wanted to give a surprise, waited for someone in Jp for 1 and a half hour, and didn't appear.. Dinner alone. Bye. P.S : I can't believe while waiting, my mind was full of negative thoughts. Damn it, i don't wanna say. Blame myself for choosing the wrong path in the past. FML.

2011-04-06T14:45:00.000+08:00

Hey there! Oh gosh, i'm feeling extremely tired now. Woke up very early today, around 7:35am! And guess why! This silly pig called me just to give me a wake up call! Haha, talked to her for about 10 minutes and off to bed! I love talking to her! :) I know i'm a pig, oh shut up. Anyway, met up with Kar How and Wei Sheng today! We went to Jurong West Swimming Pool! Cool, i only managed to swim 6 laps today, while kh swim 2 laps, and ws didn't swim at all, but instead, played the Lazy River, Jacuzzi, as well as the SLIDE!!! The slide over there sucks terribly, hurt my butt and the water went into my ears, and right now, i still cannot remove it! OUCH. After which, went to toilet and bathe. Gosh, we didn't manage to show off our little brother to each other! HAHAHA. Lunch over at McDonald's, upsize for free! Treat from Karhow(upsize only, stingy guy) Hahaha! Good bye. I miss you kicking my legs, as well as you. Take care girl.

2011-04-05T19:40:00.000+08:00

Hello there! It's been a tiring day for me today. Woke up very early and went to Jurong Point for Mac's breakfast. After which, met up with Germane Jie and trained down to Singapore Polytechnic. We went there to collect our Printers, which costed only SG$10! Imagine that, gosh, it's cheap as it consists of three different functions in one printer - Print, Scan and Copy(photocopy)! Cool, isn't it? Hahaha. Anyway, after collecting our printers, we went back home together. In the afternoon, i headed to Jurong Point to have my Mac's lunch! HAHAHA i know, mcdonald's breakfast and lunch, awesome, isn't it? Don't get jealous, fellows. After eating, i decided to go out alone, and headed to City Hall! Walked around Raffles Shopping Centre, City Link, Marina Square and Parco. Had my dinner at Yoshinoya! Student Savers rock! Lastly, went back home! 6 more days to the start of SP Orientation! P.S. : Sometimes, how i wished the Great Michael Jackson is still alive.. I really miss him and his songs very badly. Damn on the Doctors who failed to save him, especially his own Private Doctor. Tsk.

2011-04-04T16:20:00.001+08:00

Hey! Well, i'm starting with a proper post from now onwards. Anyway, school is reopening soon. I can't wait to attend school. However, how i wish i can sleep late everyday, and definitely, wake up late, probably around 11am? It may sounds impossible anymore, but there's weekend! Singapore Polytechnic starts orientation earlier than the other Polys, for instance, Ngee Ann. I wanted to join Ngee Ann Polytechnic, but lack of 1 point, damn. Just 1 point, do you know? Well, doesn't matter anymore. I didn't do well for O's, it's my own fault, and i regretted. Right now, i'm going to work hard once school starts! I'm going to play less, and work more. I don't want to disappoint my family, friends and 'close' friends etc that you can think of. But i don't really, or in fact, don't even know how to use Photoshop. Haha, how stupid am i? Please judge. Anyway, i guess that's about it. Few more tasks to do for this week. I'm going to SP with jie tomorrow to collect our printers. On Wednesday, i'm going swimming with Kar How and Wei Sheng, and i'll be catching a movie on Thursday - 'Rio.' Guess i'll be free on Friday and Sunday, for i'm going out with George on this coming Saturday, to collect our Sleeve and shop around. Time flies, next monday is the Orientation, and the following monday, it'll be the official start of school-ing life! Oh no, hahaha. Nevertheless, i think i'm in love with someone, probably just a old crush, but well, it's impossible. Good bye, take care readers.

2011-04-02T21:50:00.001+08:00

Out with Bush today. Went Suntec City. He bought his posters etc. And i reserved a sleeve. Went Marina Square. Had dinner at 'Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe.' It was delicious. Haven't had it for like months! Bye.

2011-03-30T23:15:00.001+08:00

Hey yo! Watched 'Diary of a Wimpy Kid - Rodrick Rules' yesterday again! :D Today (30 March 2011) Went to WWSS. Took my testimonials and certificate! Went to 'stalk' many teachers, and LZ 'flirt' around :) Bye.

2011-03-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hey!

Watched Sucker Punch movie today.
Was nice, though not to the maximum level of satisfaction.
The ending was disappointing, but well..

That's it.
Good bye!

3 months away from Christmas 2010,
9 more months to Christmas 2011!

2011-03-23T19:52:00.001+08:00

Hey!

Went to watch this movie 'Diary of a Wimpy Kid : Rodrick Rules' today at Vivo!
Wow, it was so funny and entertaining!
Nevertheless, there were some parts quite touching. Awww.

Good bye.
Watching 'Sucker Punch' movie tomorrow.

2011-03-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

20 March 2011
Happy Birthday Shien!! :)

19 March 2011

Out with George.
Headed to Vivo and Sentosa.
Bought Gongcha, and headed to sentosa!
Took pictures etc.
Places include - RWS, Imbiah Station (Hill and all), Siloso Beach.
Had an enjoyable day.

18 March 2011

Out with George.
Headed to JP for Mac lunch.
Went Somerset to see posters.
After which, we headed on to Suntec City.
Finally, we'd managed to buy posters!
I bought Avril Lavigne's poster while George bought T-ara's poster and album -.-
Then travelled back to Somerset and had early dinner at 'Bao's Today.'

That's it.
Bye.

Seriously, you sucks.
Damn you on all the lies you told me.
You have not heard what others said about you to me.
Unfortunately, get this straight, it is impossible to have a b.friend as you.
Bye.

2011-03-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

Hey!

Went to watch 'Big Mommas - Like Father, Like Son' movie!
It was funny and entertaining, just like Rango movie!
Haha.

Bye.

I wanna see you smile, my friend.

2011-03-11T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hey!

Went to watch the movie 'Rango' in Town today.
It was funny, entertaining and interesting!
Couldn't stop laughing!
Lol.

Good bye.

2011-02-24T20:42:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Went to town to watch 'I am Number Four' movie.
Quite nice and awesome.
Amazingly awesome!

That's it.
Stress-ed with Enrolment package..
Bye.