Last day in Bangkok, 14 May 2014, and I woke up later than Ahtan because she didn't wake me up since she said I was sleeping soundly, oh well, probably because we slept late the other night, and my body clock kind of screwed up. When I woke up, Ahtan was showering, so I decided not to waste time and just get myself out of the bed and prepare for shower etc.
After showering and all, we packed our stuff and headed out to Platinum Fashion Mall, which was situated just right below or beside our hotel. We decided to do some last minute shopping, and so she bought a hoody or pullover for Rachel - her sister while I bought 2 long sleeve t-shirt for my brother, where 2 costs 500 baht (about SGD$20) one piece is roughly 10 bucks. We then headed back to hotel and pack our belongings again before checking out of the hotel. I miss my hotel room so much because it left a lot of memories for me, as well as for Ahtan too.. oh well, I will definitely visit the same hotel again.
We went to Siam Paragon and tried burger king for breakfast. Tried their BBQ Pork and Bacon burger, it wasn't that nice because the pork was in patty form, and I find it a little disgusting since I'm more used with chicken patty. Anyway, we also bought Krispy Kreme doughnuts, and walked around Siam Paragon for the last time before we went to buy Oreo and Banana milkshake from the Banana Banana stall at Lido Complex and Lido Plaza, somewhere opposite Siam Centre, and the drink only cost us 45 baht (Less than SGD$2). We then walked around Siam Square and the neighbouring places because we didn't do so, and as time approaching 4pm, we took the train from BTS Siam station and transfer to BTS Phaya Thai, before taking Airport Rail Link and head to Suvarnabhumi Airport. Damn, I miss Siam Paragon and everywhere around Bangkok, why is Bangkok so pretty and good to live in? I mean, it's a little stress-free and carefree, life is simple over there, unlike in Singapore...
At the Airport, we took a few photos, bought some souvenirs for my internship company and she bought for her own company and her family. I didn't know she also buy a chocolate box for my family too, thanks silly Ahtan. I kind of feel that I owed her a lot. If not for her, I wouldn't have come to Bangkok because I don't want to travel alone. Anyway, we then took the plane back to Singapore at night, and I told Ahtan that we have a lot of places to cover in Bangkok and we will visit Bangkok again one day, such as Chatuchak weekend market, Floating Market, Asiatique, Golden Buddha, Nana's plaza at BTS Nana station and many more!! Good bye Bangkok.. I will miss you.
Once we landed in Singapore, we went through the custom, wait for Ahtan's luggage bag (because we baggage it) and then took a cab back home together. I also kissed Ahtan when at her lift lobby.
That marks the end of Day 4 in Bangkok, and thanks mommy for cooking the Maggie mee I bought from Big C at Bangkok. The noodle was nice yet spicy, but I love spicy food.
Good bye readers!
I'm William, 22 this year. (6th Dec 1994). Music and video are my best friends, and I'll always be entertained by them no matter what. I'm high at times, as well as low at times. I'm living my life to the fullest.
Tuesday, May 20, 2014
Bangkok's Trip Day 3 - 13 May 2014
Day 3 in Bangkok, 13 May 2014.
Vesak Day!
We woke up pretty late, around 9:30am nearing 10am, but we spent the time on the bed talking about some personal life stuff and all, so eventually, we head out of the hotel room around 11am. Walked to Central World Plaza first as Ahtan wanted to find some figurines and buy for her friends, but unfortuntately, the shop(roadshow kind) closed down. After which, we headed to Erawan Shrine near BTS Chitlom station, where we prayed to four-faced Buddha for Vesak Day.
After praying, we used the sky bridge and walked to Siam Discovery Centre and bought two tickets for Madame Tussauds. The exhibition cost about 800 baht for adult, but they said got discount, which eventually leads to 720 baht, 10 percent off though, means between SGD$26 to SGD$31. We took quite a lot of photos in the exhibition, as well as played some games etc in it, such as Einstein theory guessing game, puzzle game, reading about Madame Tussauds' life story etc. We also bought some souvenirs back for our friends from there too, and so I got a gift for myself, as well as for Amy, a friend I met from George during the Guitar concert at Esplanade in March 2014.
We then walked to Lido Complex and Lido Plaza to try on smoothie drink at this shop call Banana Banana. I dare to say the strawberry and banana milkshake was damn nice, and I will definitely visit there again, which led me to visit again on my last day of Bangkok the next day, 14 May 2014. Anyway, we walked to MBK mall and the place was pretty nice. The best thing about Thailand is that they sell a lot of nice and fashionable shoe for guys! I bought 2 collar polo shirt for my dad, one in M and another in L size. Then we just walked around MBK mall for about 2 to 3 hours, and I was pretty worried because Ahtan's hand problem pain again.. So she was in pain and feeling difficulty despite walking around the mall with me, sigh and she doesn't want to sit down and rest.. How silly is she? Sigh...
About 7pm, we decided to leave MBK and go back to our hotel and put our stuff. We used the sky bridge and there were some people selling lots of cheap stuff. So I bought 4 pair of socks for my brother which cost only 100 baht (about SGD$4). We also donated a few coins to a needy guy begging for money on the bridge too.
We then head out for dinner at the street there near our hotel. We tried another stall this time round and I could say it was so much better compared to the one we tried on day one. They sell Mango sticky rice for only 100 baht (about SGD$4) and we also ordered Kailan vegetable with meat which cost 100-120 baht, egg fried rice which cost 60 baht and also, a bottle of coca cola drink which cost only 20 baht. Ahtan didn't eat a lot, so again, I finished most of the food myself and I was feeling damn thirsty after that.
We went back to hotel, watched some television show call 'Parental guidance' which was funny and touching at some point, so much so that silly Ahtan dropped tears, so I hugged her and kissed her forehead. We then shower and went to bed and rest. Watched the remaining Frozen movie, as well as Leverage. Leverage was kinda interesting in a way. However, because i was thirsty, we headed out to Mcdonald to buy a drink. Ahtan also bought me Hershey chocolate from Singapore and we ate it on our last night in Bangkok.
We slept quite late that night, about 3am plus of Bangkok timing. I hugged Ahtan on the bed, and then we just had French kiss all the while and also carried her and kissed her. It was my first time carrying her and kissed her, so we were both feeling embarrass. Hahaha oh well, I miss her a lot, and I'm gonna meet up later~
That's all, goodnight! Await Day 4 in Bangkok(our last day there), stay tune!
Vesak Day!
We woke up pretty late, around 9:30am nearing 10am, but we spent the time on the bed talking about some personal life stuff and all, so eventually, we head out of the hotel room around 11am. Walked to Central World Plaza first as Ahtan wanted to find some figurines and buy for her friends, but unfortuntately, the shop(roadshow kind) closed down. After which, we headed to Erawan Shrine near BTS Chitlom station, where we prayed to four-faced Buddha for Vesak Day.
After praying, we used the sky bridge and walked to Siam Discovery Centre and bought two tickets for Madame Tussauds. The exhibition cost about 800 baht for adult, but they said got discount, which eventually leads to 720 baht, 10 percent off though, means between SGD$26 to SGD$31. We took quite a lot of photos in the exhibition, as well as played some games etc in it, such as Einstein theory guessing game, puzzle game, reading about Madame Tussauds' life story etc. We also bought some souvenirs back for our friends from there too, and so I got a gift for myself, as well as for Amy, a friend I met from George during the Guitar concert at Esplanade in March 2014.
We then walked to Lido Complex and Lido Plaza to try on smoothie drink at this shop call Banana Banana. I dare to say the strawberry and banana milkshake was damn nice, and I will definitely visit there again, which led me to visit again on my last day of Bangkok the next day, 14 May 2014. Anyway, we walked to MBK mall and the place was pretty nice. The best thing about Thailand is that they sell a lot of nice and fashionable shoe for guys! I bought 2 collar polo shirt for my dad, one in M and another in L size. Then we just walked around MBK mall for about 2 to 3 hours, and I was pretty worried because Ahtan's hand problem pain again.. So she was in pain and feeling difficulty despite walking around the mall with me, sigh and she doesn't want to sit down and rest.. How silly is she? Sigh...
About 7pm, we decided to leave MBK and go back to our hotel and put our stuff. We used the sky bridge and there were some people selling lots of cheap stuff. So I bought 4 pair of socks for my brother which cost only 100 baht (about SGD$4). We also donated a few coins to a needy guy begging for money on the bridge too.
We then head out for dinner at the street there near our hotel. We tried another stall this time round and I could say it was so much better compared to the one we tried on day one. They sell Mango sticky rice for only 100 baht (about SGD$4) and we also ordered Kailan vegetable with meat which cost 100-120 baht, egg fried rice which cost 60 baht and also, a bottle of coca cola drink which cost only 20 baht. Ahtan didn't eat a lot, so again, I finished most of the food myself and I was feeling damn thirsty after that.
We went back to hotel, watched some television show call 'Parental guidance' which was funny and touching at some point, so much so that silly Ahtan dropped tears, so I hugged her and kissed her forehead. We then shower and went to bed and rest. Watched the remaining Frozen movie, as well as Leverage. Leverage was kinda interesting in a way. However, because i was thirsty, we headed out to Mcdonald to buy a drink. Ahtan also bought me Hershey chocolate from Singapore and we ate it on our last night in Bangkok.
We slept quite late that night, about 3am plus of Bangkok timing. I hugged Ahtan on the bed, and then we just had French kiss all the while and also carried her and kissed her. It was my first time carrying her and kissed her, so we were both feeling embarrass. Hahaha oh well, I miss her a lot, and I'm gonna meet up later~
That's all, goodnight! Await Day 4 in Bangkok(our last day there), stay tune!
Bangkok's Trip Day 2 - 12 May 2014
Second day in Bangkok was much more memorable and fun compared to other days.
We woke up around 9am in the morning, washed up and everything and left the hotel around 10:15am. Walked to Siam Paragon and booked movie ticket for Spiderman 2, then walked to BTS Siam station and took a train to Asok station, which was like 2 to 3 stops away from Siam. Had our brunch at Chu Chocolate Café. This is located in the second floor of the exchange tower, where they have a link way bridge connecting the BTS sky bridge to the exchange tower. The café was pretty cozy and nice, the whole interior design and the food's display were stunning. I ordered eggs and bacons while ahtan ordered a plain pancake(3 layers though). The food were damn delicious, and to be frank, I will definitely come back again!
After having our brunch, we went to Terminal 21 shopping mall somewhere opposite the exchange tower and walked around, waiting for time to pass by before going back to Siam Paragon to watch the Amazing Spiderman 2 movie in Imax 3D!!! Terminal 21 is pretty huge and the mall is a little similar to Plaza Singapura, just a little smaller only. Anyway, we took the train back to Siam Paragon and watched the movie. I would say the movie was damn amazing and fantastic! Even though Gwen died in the movie, ahtan almost cried because she cannot tolerate such kind of emotional movie or films. After the movie, we bought a few krispy kreme's doughnuts again and took BTS train to Saphan Taksin station where we caught a ferry transporting us to Asiatique, the Riverfront. We were consider lucky because when we reached there, the passengers were about to board the ferry boat, so we were quite happy, similarly when we are heading back from Asiatique to BTS Saphan Taksin.
Asiatique was damn pretty, it is similar to Clarke Quay in Singapore, but it consist of eating plus shopping, just like Bugis street together with Clarke Quay night life. We bought drinks, shopped for clothes, stuff and everything. It was damn huge and we almost got lost, hahaha. We have totally no idea where the hell we were that day, because Bugis street wasn't that messy in terms of direction, so yeah.. Anyway we took a ferry back to BTS station and train-ed back. We then walked back to Platinum Fashion Mall and bought my McDonald's supper - Chicken with rice. Headed back to hotel and rest, had my supper which was spicy, and we then showered and watched the remaining ATM error movie and half the Frozen movie with her on the bed together again before falling asleep.
Stay tune for day 3 in Bangkok in the next post!
We woke up around 9am in the morning, washed up and everything and left the hotel around 10:15am. Walked to Siam Paragon and booked movie ticket for Spiderman 2, then walked to BTS Siam station and took a train to Asok station, which was like 2 to 3 stops away from Siam. Had our brunch at Chu Chocolate Café. This is located in the second floor of the exchange tower, where they have a link way bridge connecting the BTS sky bridge to the exchange tower. The café was pretty cozy and nice, the whole interior design and the food's display were stunning. I ordered eggs and bacons while ahtan ordered a plain pancake(3 layers though). The food were damn delicious, and to be frank, I will definitely come back again!
After having our brunch, we went to Terminal 21 shopping mall somewhere opposite the exchange tower and walked around, waiting for time to pass by before going back to Siam Paragon to watch the Amazing Spiderman 2 movie in Imax 3D!!! Terminal 21 is pretty huge and the mall is a little similar to Plaza Singapura, just a little smaller only. Anyway, we took the train back to Siam Paragon and watched the movie. I would say the movie was damn amazing and fantastic! Even though Gwen died in the movie, ahtan almost cried because she cannot tolerate such kind of emotional movie or films. After the movie, we bought a few krispy kreme's doughnuts again and took BTS train to Saphan Taksin station where we caught a ferry transporting us to Asiatique, the Riverfront. We were consider lucky because when we reached there, the passengers were about to board the ferry boat, so we were quite happy, similarly when we are heading back from Asiatique to BTS Saphan Taksin.
Asiatique was damn pretty, it is similar to Clarke Quay in Singapore, but it consist of eating plus shopping, just like Bugis street together with Clarke Quay night life. We bought drinks, shopped for clothes, stuff and everything. It was damn huge and we almost got lost, hahaha. We have totally no idea where the hell we were that day, because Bugis street wasn't that messy in terms of direction, so yeah.. Anyway we took a ferry back to BTS station and train-ed back. We then walked back to Platinum Fashion Mall and bought my McDonald's supper - Chicken with rice. Headed back to hotel and rest, had my supper which was spicy, and we then showered and watched the remaining ATM error movie and half the Frozen movie with her on the bed together again before falling asleep.
Stay tune for day 3 in Bangkok in the next post!
Bangkok's Trip Day 1 - 11 May 2014
After so long, I've decided to start blogging again.
Went to Bangkok with Ahtan from 11 May to 14 May 2014, that was like about a week plus ago. We met up at our neighbourhood on midnight 4am and cabbed down to Changi Airport Terminal 1. We checked in around 5:15am in the morning and took sky train to terminal 2 for breakfast - Tea time actually. I drank 2 cups of warm tea because I didn't sleep and I was so freaking tired.
Anyway, we were a little late, but lucky enough to reach the boarding gate on time in a way, other than the processing system was wasting our time, but we entered the plane early. I really miss taking the plane, the last time I took a plane was November 2013, when I flew to Medan, Indonesia. The flight was about 2 and a half hour though, but it was pretty fun having the girl sitting beside you sleeping together with you (of course separate seats, reader(s)). Hahaha.
Upon reaching Suvarnabhumi Airport at Bangkok, we went through the customs and jumped the queue because we were from ASEAN country. We headed down to basement 1 and bought tickets to go city area in Bangkok using their Airport Rail Link. We took the train from Airport to Phaya Thai station, which cost us 45 baht per person, about SGD$1.50 to SGD$1.80, then took BTS transfer to Siam station which cost us another 22 baht per person, about SGD$0.60 to SGD$0.80? I would say that the train's ticket price over there is consider expensive or similar to Singapore. Oh well, at least not as packed as compared to Singapore. They have a little people on the train, other than during peak hour of course.
The moment we reached Siam station, we exited and headed to Siam Paragon. I would say it is a very huge and nice shopping mall. They have Krispy Kreme and many other interesting shops like Kinokuniya, Lamboghini Car shop, BMW, Rolls Royce, Maserati shops, Cineplex Paragon, Imax Cinema, Japanese foodstreets at basement and many many more!! I love this shopping mall, and we bought a few doughnuts from Krispy Kreme, I would say they were fantastic and so much cheaper compared to Singapore, maybe a dollar off!
Next, we headed to Siam Centre and walked around, linking us to Siam Discovery Centre. Again, I was doing some window shopping, trying to find my Nike shoe, but sadly, Bangkok is not selling that colour for the design I wanted, which was pretty upsetting. Oh well, what to do? As the time reaching 2pm, we walked from Siam Discovery Centre to Centre World Plaza, the shopping mall which is pretty near to my hotel. We walked around the mall for awhile before checking in to the hotel at Novotel Bangkok Platinum Pratunam, just right beside Platinum Fashion Mall!!
The staff at this hotel were very nice to us. They greeted everybody, gave us free drinks, and guided us to the hotel lobby and stuff. The interesting thing about this hotel is that when you enter the lobby from ground floor, you gotta take a lift to go up to level 6, that is why the reception or lobby really is, a place where you check in! Then you gotta take another lift from another side to go up to other level(your hotel rooms) hahaha, though it was pretty troublesome, I find it special and safer in a way. Anyway, our hotel room was at the 11th floor, and the room was freaking cozy and nice. Photos will be uploaded to my facebook account, do view from there if you are a friend of mine on facebook!
So we took an hour nap and then headed out to Platinum Fashion Mall. Shopped some stuff like buying a handbag for my beloved mum since it was a mother day and I couldn't spend the time with her, just the same as Ahtan. Then she also bought some stuff for her family or relatives too. Tried their McDonald though, I would say the McSpicy over there wasn't that nice compared to Singapore.. Anyway, after all the shopping, we headed back to hotel and put our stuff before going out again. Went to Big C mall to buy our shampoo and snacks for supper because we gonna catch a movie on the bed, so romantic isn't it? Hahaha. Then I decided to try the street food somewhere nearby our hotel. Ahtan doesn't eat a lot, so I gotta finish everything mostly by myself. The vegetables were salty, the meat was a little spicy and the sticky rice wasn't that nice though.. And the worst, I ordered a beer bottle that consist of 640ml. Gosh, spicy, bitter and salty, I would say I was surprised when I manage to finish almost everything and still perfectly fine despite street food. I didn't had any runs though.
After the second dinner, we headed back to hotel to take a shower and watched ATM Error on the bed together before falling asleep. So, it was my first time kissing her forehead before we headed to sleep. This ends the first day of our trip. Okay, I will be posting the second day in Bangkok in the next post, stay tune!
Went to Bangkok with Ahtan from 11 May to 14 May 2014, that was like about a week plus ago. We met up at our neighbourhood on midnight 4am and cabbed down to Changi Airport Terminal 1. We checked in around 5:15am in the morning and took sky train to terminal 2 for breakfast - Tea time actually. I drank 2 cups of warm tea because I didn't sleep and I was so freaking tired.
Anyway, we were a little late, but lucky enough to reach the boarding gate on time in a way, other than the processing system was wasting our time, but we entered the plane early. I really miss taking the plane, the last time I took a plane was November 2013, when I flew to Medan, Indonesia. The flight was about 2 and a half hour though, but it was pretty fun having the girl sitting beside you sleeping together with you (of course separate seats, reader(s)). Hahaha.
Upon reaching Suvarnabhumi Airport at Bangkok, we went through the customs and jumped the queue because we were from ASEAN country. We headed down to basement 1 and bought tickets to go city area in Bangkok using their Airport Rail Link. We took the train from Airport to Phaya Thai station, which cost us 45 baht per person, about SGD$1.50 to SGD$1.80, then took BTS transfer to Siam station which cost us another 22 baht per person, about SGD$0.60 to SGD$0.80? I would say that the train's ticket price over there is consider expensive or similar to Singapore. Oh well, at least not as packed as compared to Singapore. They have a little people on the train, other than during peak hour of course.
The moment we reached Siam station, we exited and headed to Siam Paragon. I would say it is a very huge and nice shopping mall. They have Krispy Kreme and many other interesting shops like Kinokuniya, Lamboghini Car shop, BMW, Rolls Royce, Maserati shops, Cineplex Paragon, Imax Cinema, Japanese foodstreets at basement and many many more!! I love this shopping mall, and we bought a few doughnuts from Krispy Kreme, I would say they were fantastic and so much cheaper compared to Singapore, maybe a dollar off!
Next, we headed to Siam Centre and walked around, linking us to Siam Discovery Centre. Again, I was doing some window shopping, trying to find my Nike shoe, but sadly, Bangkok is not selling that colour for the design I wanted, which was pretty upsetting. Oh well, what to do? As the time reaching 2pm, we walked from Siam Discovery Centre to Centre World Plaza, the shopping mall which is pretty near to my hotel. We walked around the mall for awhile before checking in to the hotel at Novotel Bangkok Platinum Pratunam, just right beside Platinum Fashion Mall!!
The staff at this hotel were very nice to us. They greeted everybody, gave us free drinks, and guided us to the hotel lobby and stuff. The interesting thing about this hotel is that when you enter the lobby from ground floor, you gotta take a lift to go up to level 6, that is why the reception or lobby really is, a place where you check in! Then you gotta take another lift from another side to go up to other level(your hotel rooms) hahaha, though it was pretty troublesome, I find it special and safer in a way. Anyway, our hotel room was at the 11th floor, and the room was freaking cozy and nice. Photos will be uploaded to my facebook account, do view from there if you are a friend of mine on facebook!
So we took an hour nap and then headed out to Platinum Fashion Mall. Shopped some stuff like buying a handbag for my beloved mum since it was a mother day and I couldn't spend the time with her, just the same as Ahtan. Then she also bought some stuff for her family or relatives too. Tried their McDonald though, I would say the McSpicy over there wasn't that nice compared to Singapore.. Anyway, after all the shopping, we headed back to hotel and put our stuff before going out again. Went to Big C mall to buy our shampoo and snacks for supper because we gonna catch a movie on the bed, so romantic isn't it? Hahaha. Then I decided to try the street food somewhere nearby our hotel. Ahtan doesn't eat a lot, so I gotta finish everything mostly by myself. The vegetables were salty, the meat was a little spicy and the sticky rice wasn't that nice though.. And the worst, I ordered a beer bottle that consist of 640ml. Gosh, spicy, bitter and salty, I would say I was surprised when I manage to finish almost everything and still perfectly fine despite street food. I didn't had any runs though.
After the second dinner, we headed back to hotel to take a shower and watched ATM Error on the bed together before falling asleep. So, it was my first time kissing her forehead before we headed to sleep. This ends the first day of our trip. Okay, I will be posting the second day in Bangkok in the next post, stay tune!
Friday, September 7, 2012
Imperfect Movie
Went out with Sherlyn and Kaipin yesterday (6 September 2012). Met at Vivo and watched 'Imperfect' Movie. It was touching, great movie and the story plot wasn't that bad. Though many predictable scenes, still a great movie for me and my friends.
After movie, went to Bugis. Had Champion Ramen as Dinner, and it was pretty expensive, about $20 each person, oh well. Took neoprints together with them and chit-chatted at the Bugis-plus rooftop. Took many photos too, it was fun knowing them from the Comex 2012 there, where they were giving out the m1 flyers and it was sherlyn who talked to me first, cool.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Watched these 3 movies in August and September. Expendables on 17 Aug, Wimpy Kid on 3 Sep, and Step Up Revolution on 4 Sep. Wow, isn't it? It's holidays anyway.
Didn't really enjoy much, went to Stadium this morning and met up with Shantel. I miss her, seriously, i mean as a friend or her 'brother.' But kind of disappointed when her bf forbids her to chat with guys friends. Oh well, as expected though, every of my friends will leave me when they are attached. Fml.
I went back on teachers' day and passed 2 gifts to my dearest pampered people i care about, both Ace and JiaYin. I hope they liked it, especially i gave JY a surprise. Oh well.
IT Comex Show was awesome, i guess i made a few friends. They were nice, and i only added about 3-4 friends on facebook though. Not much, it's alright. I got a job too at Jurong Point, every saturday at Challenger from 12-9pm work, i hope it'll be fun promoting Epson Printers. And my employers allow me to have continuous smoking time, that's cool but well, i really want to smoke but i don't wanna disappoint Jiayin and the rest. Shantel smoked few months ago, i gotta lead a role model by not smoking so she wont smoke too. I promised jiayin not to smoke too, but i really feels upset cuz when i made the promise, i really hope she cares about me as a friend, but whenever she dont reply me, it saddens me and i feel like smoking. I dont know why but it feels good after smoking. Oh well, i even told Ace i've stop smoking.
I just got to realize Ace had a bf too, oh well, both my dearest friends Ace and Shantel are attached. It sucks when they dont reply me, whether due to bf forbids or i dont know. I feel like a substitution everytime, especially on yu an's case. I'm starting to dislike her, cuz i felt that substitution way already, tho she said im not.
Goodbye for now.
Sunday, July 8, 2012
Watched 'The Amazing Spider-Man' at Jcube on friday after school. It was nice but the story plot... i prefer having Mary Jane around, and don't use Emma Stone as the main female lead. I'm not being ridiculous but i don't like the way she acted in the film. No offence, just my comment.
Bought bandana at Jp just now, i guess i looked ugly with bandana tied on my head. Sigh, i know i'm not good-looking. I was disappointed and jealous when Mouse liked my brother's bandana photo and not mine. Bias or cuz i don't look good on it? Probably i guess i look ugly. Sigh. Being paranoid.
I'm afraid if i'm going to celebrate my birthday alone this year again. Wonder how others think if i tell them i celebrated alone last year... Last time, i need to fear of losing my phone's battery cuz i have many to text. But now, i dont even have anyone else to text to other than shy sleepy princess. I miss talking to mouse, but again, i dont mean anything to her, i dont want to be her 'backup' friend whenever she need me to talk to. I hate this kind of feeling being replaced temporarily. That's why i decided to fuck myself off from her. I have nobody...seriously. Even in school, i'm just alone, i eat alone too, sometimes having the fear that others might laugh at me being alone. They really looked down on me, despised me, unhappy about me, i know i sucks, nobody likes me.
Good bye. I'm paranoid, pessimistic, anti-social, and i hate many people too. I never forgive them at all, i curse them instead.
Saturday, June 30, 2012
I felt like i'm not a good person.
I knew this friend recently, i'm happy to know her. However, i feel bad. I've got a feeling or hunch that we wont be friends anymore because of my own thoughts and decisions. Don't blame yourself, it's my fault cuz i've been too long on my own, i'm not used with people coming into my life for awhile and then leave me for no reason. Though it could be the other way now, i guess i'll talk lesser or stay in contact with you.
To be frank, i'm really touched with the way she treated me, not sure if as a friend or what. I'm touched, but again... I'm not somebody who can like, you know, used with this kind cuz nobody treated me this way in the past, being nice to me, so i can't accept it, sorry, i sucks.
Till now, i tried to stop smoking, hope it works, but maybe i'll smoke casually. I miss mouse, i'm disappointed with the fact that she only talks to me whenever she feel like it. You see, when school reopened, i sent a long text to her the night before sch reopen, but her reply was only 'Haha.' Disappointment...seriously. And we never talk for 3 days till just now when i talked to her again. Why can't she talk to me first? Why only find me whenever you want? I'm really upset with this.
Not many people know, but i tried to go around making people happy and even act as a fool just to make people laugh too. They thought i'm pedo or acting cute, but do you know it's hard to act? It's me, i blame myself for caring too much, i'm still trying to care less.
I miss shy pretty sleepy princess, can't wait to see her again in westwood during teachers' day. But, when she go jc/poly, i'll never be able to see her anymore... Sigh.
I knew this friend recently, i'm happy to know her. However, i feel bad. I've got a feeling or hunch that we wont be friends anymore because of my own thoughts and decisions. Don't blame yourself, it's my fault cuz i've been too long on my own, i'm not used with people coming into my life for awhile and then leave me for no reason. Though it could be the other way now, i guess i'll talk lesser or stay in contact with you.
To be frank, i'm really touched with the way she treated me, not sure if as a friend or what. I'm touched, but again... I'm not somebody who can like, you know, used with this kind cuz nobody treated me this way in the past, being nice to me, so i can't accept it, sorry, i sucks.
Till now, i tried to stop smoking, hope it works, but maybe i'll smoke casually. I miss mouse, i'm disappointed with the fact that she only talks to me whenever she feel like it. You see, when school reopened, i sent a long text to her the night before sch reopen, but her reply was only 'Haha.' Disappointment...seriously. And we never talk for 3 days till just now when i talked to her again. Why can't she talk to me first? Why only find me whenever you want? I'm really upset with this.
Not many people know, but i tried to go around making people happy and even act as a fool just to make people laugh too. They thought i'm pedo or acting cute, but do you know it's hard to act? It's me, i blame myself for caring too much, i'm still trying to care less.
I miss shy pretty sleepy princess, can't wait to see her again in westwood during teachers' day. But, when she go jc/poly, i'll never be able to see her anymore... Sigh.
Saturday, June 23, 2012
I gave up most of the opportunities over them.
Only some of them knows i used to like Ahkel last year. But over a certain period of time, i didn't confess because i can't give up on this girl. Till now, i'm still in touch with her, doubt many people know who she is.
Then there was also another occasion when i chose not to like someone as i like this girl. You must be wondering, is it the same? Yes same person. But when it reached this January 2012, it's different.
Till now, i still love this girl. I know she don't love me, sometimes i even ask myself why i'm trying so hard for. It's like obviously this girl has no feelings towards you, and she also ignored you that time over this. I shouldn't give up, right? I can wait, isn't it?
Irham told me not to wait, dont be stupid, and ask me to just go around and play around with all the girls etc because this is life, we dont know when we'll die. What if one day, we waited for too long and we dont even have the chance to confess officially or get the person we love before we die? What if someone die tomorrow and no chance to tell his/her crush how much they meant to them? I wonder...
Life is too short. Learn how to cherish those who loves you. I may not be the one for you, i know, but i won't give up for no reason, unless... i suffer from some diseases and i have to leave you one day.
Sometimes we wish the person we love wouldnt get hurt. I always feel hurt when the girl i love, got hurt by others, be it their boyfriends, friends, family, teachers, etc. Yeah i know, over-sensitive. To be frank, i really worry and care about her. The over-concern results in my crush towards her, be it last time and now, but a little pity, she won't know i still love her...
Bye.
Only some of them knows i used to like Ahkel last year. But over a certain period of time, i didn't confess because i can't give up on this girl. Till now, i'm still in touch with her, doubt many people know who she is.
Then there was also another occasion when i chose not to like someone as i like this girl. You must be wondering, is it the same? Yes same person. But when it reached this January 2012, it's different.
Till now, i still love this girl. I know she don't love me, sometimes i even ask myself why i'm trying so hard for. It's like obviously this girl has no feelings towards you, and she also ignored you that time over this. I shouldn't give up, right? I can wait, isn't it?
Irham told me not to wait, dont be stupid, and ask me to just go around and play around with all the girls etc because this is life, we dont know when we'll die. What if one day, we waited for too long and we dont even have the chance to confess officially or get the person we love before we die? What if someone die tomorrow and no chance to tell his/her crush how much they meant to them? I wonder...
Life is too short. Learn how to cherish those who loves you. I may not be the one for you, i know, but i won't give up for no reason, unless... i suffer from some diseases and i have to leave you one day.
Sometimes we wish the person we love wouldnt get hurt. I always feel hurt when the girl i love, got hurt by others, be it their boyfriends, friends, family, teachers, etc. Yeah i know, over-sensitive. To be frank, i really worry and care about her. The over-concern results in my crush towards her, be it last time and now, but a little pity, she won't know i still love her...
Bye.
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Yeah, i know smoking is bad, i know they want me to quit smoking.
Bitch please, why don't you guys ask those who forgot about me when they have better friends and boyfriend/girlfriend? Why don't you guys ask those who left me alone after being close to me for awhile? What did they treat me as? Toy? Extra? or just somebody whom they came to seek only when they have no one else to? Fuck you, bitches.
I'm pretty disappointed with those who were close to me or my best friends, such as the two of them who have bf/gf currently, as well as those who broke up. Seriously, why came to me when your bf/gf are not around? Hello, i'm not their substitution, sluts/fuckers.
To think of it, when she came and asked me to quit smoking and asked why i changed so much, why don't you ask yourself too? You said you need my protection(cuz i treat you as a sister), then the next day, you gone MIA till today then find me and ask me if wanna go out to jog or something. Hello, boyfriend not in singapore then come find me? I'm not his substitution. And even if i smoke, it's none of your business since you'll be more concern about your boyfriend. I once had a crush on you, but i decided to give up, cuz i know you'll be better off without me, and its better if we remain as brother and sister too.
To you, what do you treat me as too? Find me only when your mood is good? You think i'm your who? Mood bad, then when talk to others, your mood suddenly become good? Don't lie to me please, you don't treat me as a good friend like the past anymore, don't think i'm stupid, bitch.
Now that i complained both my great friends on this post, i give up on both of them now. Bye, fakers and fuckers. I've changed, and so have you guys. As the saying goes, 'You change, i change.' Simple as that. You ignore me, i ignore you and even others. Part of life, not happy, get the fuck out of my life. I'm better off without you guys too.
Bitch please, why don't you guys ask those who forgot about me when they have better friends and boyfriend/girlfriend? Why don't you guys ask those who left me alone after being close to me for awhile? What did they treat me as? Toy? Extra? or just somebody whom they came to seek only when they have no one else to? Fuck you, bitches.
I'm pretty disappointed with those who were close to me or my best friends, such as the two of them who have bf/gf currently, as well as those who broke up. Seriously, why came to me when your bf/gf are not around? Hello, i'm not their substitution, sluts/fuckers.
To think of it, when she came and asked me to quit smoking and asked why i changed so much, why don't you ask yourself too? You said you need my protection(cuz i treat you as a sister), then the next day, you gone MIA till today then find me and ask me if wanna go out to jog or something. Hello, boyfriend not in singapore then come find me? I'm not his substitution. And even if i smoke, it's none of your business since you'll be more concern about your boyfriend. I once had a crush on you, but i decided to give up, cuz i know you'll be better off without me, and its better if we remain as brother and sister too.
To you, what do you treat me as too? Find me only when your mood is good? You think i'm your who? Mood bad, then when talk to others, your mood suddenly become good? Don't lie to me please, you don't treat me as a good friend like the past anymore, don't think i'm stupid, bitch.
Now that i complained both my great friends on this post, i give up on both of them now. Bye, fakers and fuckers. I've changed, and so have you guys. As the saying goes, 'You change, i change.' Simple as that. You ignore me, i ignore you and even others. Part of life, not happy, get the fuck out of my life. I'm better off without you guys too.
Monday, June 18, 2012
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Went out with Irham yesterday after filming at my school area. It was fun i guess, and i hope Benjamin and him enjoyed too. After filming, we went to JP then to Vivo City. Wanted to go USS After-hours but they closed for some private events. Oh well, so watched the Crane Dance instead. Had dinner at Mcdonald's before we went home. It was fun and nice to have his company. Smoked 1 cigarette too after 2 days, slowly i will stop, i guess.I'm back to listening Adam Lambert's songs again, this time round, the 2nd album. Somehow, i went back to listen to his first album, and i thought of the past (2009 and 2010). Come to think of it, end of 2009 and 2010 were my favorite years in my whole life, way much better than 2011 and 2012, as well as from 1994 till 2009 mid. Seriously, i miss my sec 4 life, world cup 2010 fever, Olympic Youth 2010, preparation of O level, air-con classroom, strong class bonding, and stuff like this and that. Sec 4 was way much nicer than Poly Year 1 and 2 so far. Sigh, no point reminiscing the past.
If only i have a girlfriend now.. i would tell her about how great she would be to me, how nice i will definitely treat her, etc. But again, no use, i sucks and i don't look good, nobody loves me too. Forever alone.
If given a chance again, i wanna make friends with Tong2 again, and hang out with her and the rest, as well as with Krystal, but it won't work, cuz it was the past. Fml.
I will move on, just you wait, bitches and fakers.
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Fuck Myself-1
I really feel a change of myself this year.
Seriously, even though the first 3/4 of 2011 was horrible and terrible for me, still, the remaining 1/4 of 2011 was awesome cuz i knew many new westwoodians juniors through my Brother teaching class outing, who are currently in Sec 2D now. Through them and him, i made friends with many other ones in Sec 3 currently and so on and so forth. However, sometimes, things don't last. True enough, i find myself sucks and too anti-social, thus it doesn't make any difference when it reaches 2012, where i became a loner (Yes, again).
The beginning of 2012 was great, to be frank. It only became worst after Chinese New Year 2012, when i lost a friend due to some particular reasons. I failed, but it's fine. However, i didn't know i will lost another great friend that i made with, Ace. Though we are back talking now, i know that i still sucks. When she ignored me that time, i knew i received another blow from such losing friends incident again. I'm not surprised to lose friends, cuz i sucks. But losing her... was seriously painful. I don't know i cried how many nights over this. When it reached March, i became a fucking loner, and my old laptop crashed. So many incidents came, and i knew this friend, but again, i knew he/she will leave me, and it's true, we don't talk anymore.
When school reopened, i just wanted to be a loner and work hard for studies, which resulted me becoming a workaholic guy with no life. I don't play games, socialise and stuff. I just want to be alone, but i was tired, extremely feeling weak, so much so that i have no support. When the event came (Music Matters 2012), i made many new friends from Class 02, as well as Edwina! But again, things don't last, and they left me alone eventually, as in we don't talk that much, because i sucks, the reason is simply simple, isn't it?
I don't make the effort to talk, but it's due to generation issue, you see. I really wanted to talk, but who will listen and pay attentive to what i'm saying, right? I'm boring, and i'm unreasonable right now. It's true, cuz i hate every single of them who made me feel like this and lonely, be it in the past or presently. Why, why can't anyone just stay in my life and talk to me, care about me, etc? I don't want to have part time friends, you see. Who want, right? I'm glad i have 1 friend now whom i started hang out with recently, Irham from R.Poly. He's nice, i knew him through SP Wing Chun Club. Again, i won't know when he will leave me even though he told me to stay positive.
I'm back to smoking since last friday class 4E chalet. Esmond was being generous to gave me 6-10 cigarettes so far. Yes, i shouldn't have smoke, but why can't i smoke when i feel stress, lonely and stuff? Why can't they just let me die earlier, right? Don't act as if you guys care about me by telling me not to smoke in SMS, Twitter, Facebook, Chats etc. If you care, talk to me, meet me, listen to my boring stupid story (They are real), but again, i talked to the walls, my minds, and even to my new kitten. I have nobody to share with, i'm not lying.
And because of all this, supposingly i should do 2 assignments in the holidays, but i did only less than 1. Sucks, i lost concentration, focus and goal in life... And you know what hurts the most? Loving somebody who don't love you, loving someone who is/was attached to others and ignore/ignored you now. I hate my life.
Fuck myself. I wish i can die before 18 years old in 2012.
Seriously, even though the first 3/4 of 2011 was horrible and terrible for me, still, the remaining 1/4 of 2011 was awesome cuz i knew many new westwoodians juniors through my Brother teaching class outing, who are currently in Sec 2D now. Through them and him, i made friends with many other ones in Sec 3 currently and so on and so forth. However, sometimes, things don't last. True enough, i find myself sucks and too anti-social, thus it doesn't make any difference when it reaches 2012, where i became a loner (Yes, again).
The beginning of 2012 was great, to be frank. It only became worst after Chinese New Year 2012, when i lost a friend due to some particular reasons. I failed, but it's fine. However, i didn't know i will lost another great friend that i made with, Ace. Though we are back talking now, i know that i still sucks. When she ignored me that time, i knew i received another blow from such losing friends incident again. I'm not surprised to lose friends, cuz i sucks. But losing her... was seriously painful. I don't know i cried how many nights over this. When it reached March, i became a fucking loner, and my old laptop crashed. So many incidents came, and i knew this friend, but again, i knew he/she will leave me, and it's true, we don't talk anymore.
When school reopened, i just wanted to be a loner and work hard for studies, which resulted me becoming a workaholic guy with no life. I don't play games, socialise and stuff. I just want to be alone, but i was tired, extremely feeling weak, so much so that i have no support. When the event came (Music Matters 2012), i made many new friends from Class 02, as well as Edwina! But again, things don't last, and they left me alone eventually, as in we don't talk that much, because i sucks, the reason is simply simple, isn't it?
I don't make the effort to talk, but it's due to generation issue, you see. I really wanted to talk, but who will listen and pay attentive to what i'm saying, right? I'm boring, and i'm unreasonable right now. It's true, cuz i hate every single of them who made me feel like this and lonely, be it in the past or presently. Why, why can't anyone just stay in my life and talk to me, care about me, etc? I don't want to have part time friends, you see. Who want, right? I'm glad i have 1 friend now whom i started hang out with recently, Irham from R.Poly. He's nice, i knew him through SP Wing Chun Club. Again, i won't know when he will leave me even though he told me to stay positive.
I'm back to smoking since last friday class 4E chalet. Esmond was being generous to gave me 6-10 cigarettes so far. Yes, i shouldn't have smoke, but why can't i smoke when i feel stress, lonely and stuff? Why can't they just let me die earlier, right? Don't act as if you guys care about me by telling me not to smoke in SMS, Twitter, Facebook, Chats etc. If you care, talk to me, meet me, listen to my boring stupid story (They are real), but again, i talked to the walls, my minds, and even to my new kitten. I have nobody to share with, i'm not lying.
And because of all this, supposingly i should do 2 assignments in the holidays, but i did only less than 1. Sucks, i lost concentration, focus and goal in life... And you know what hurts the most? Loving somebody who don't love you, loving someone who is/was attached to others and ignore/ignored you now. I hate my life.
Fuck myself. I wish i can die before 18 years old in 2012.
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