Experience.

Hello there. Honestly, i really dislike this life. What the hell is wrong with me? Why are people avoiding me right after we meet up? I know, i am a boring person. Yes indeed, i don't like it. Why, why and why..? I knew this would happen. People constantly dislike chatting with me or meet me after the first meet up. That is why i'll never dare to make anyone meet me at all.. To be frank, sometimes i wish to give up this life. How i really wish i am like Michael Jackson, Adam Lambert or Ryan Seacrest, or anyone. I want to be extremely talented and successful. But, it seems impossible. I wish to dance moonwalk, robot, etc. I wish to sing and scream my lungs out, just like how powerful Steven and Adam's scream! Oh well, it's not possible.. Good bye.