Christmas Eve 2011

Negative thoughts again. Sigh.

What's wrong with me? Things really changed a lot when time flies. I'm not trying to boast but months ago, whenever i turn on my Facebook account, there will be a lot of notifications, sometimes more than 8, and there was once i had 13 notifications within hours when i turned on my account the next day.

I remembered my Facebook wall would be spammed by many different people, be it guys or girls. Guess i already expected something like this would happen when time goes by. Maybe it's holidays, that's why they're all busy with their stuff. I don't know.

But all these don't matter much. It hurts when i used to chat with 5 people through SMS everyday, and then it was increased to about 7-8 people for both guys and girls. For now, if you were to say texts every single hour or something, there's only 2. Sigh, i knew something like this will happen too.

Every Christmas eve, i would celebrate either alone or with friend(s). As for this year, i'm celebrating at home with myself, homework and TV. What an awesome Christmas eve i will be having. Last year Christmas, i celebrated it alone, totally alone, packed with thousands of people along Orchard Road. In 2009, i celebrated it with my once 'gay' partner, his classmates(which were my friends too), as well as with Long Ze. As for this year, i'll be celebrating with Wei Sheng and Long Ze tomorrow. Sherlock Holmes 2 and hopefully, having Marche's food again! I really miss eating at Marche Restaurant. The first time i had was also 2 years ago during Christmas. The second time will be tomorrow i hope, then it'll be - 2 years ago, we watched Sherlock Holmes 1 and had Marche for dinner. 2 years later, we're watching Sherlock Holmes 2 and Marche for dinner. It'll be damn amazing and shocking.

Well, what's the point of saying all this? I never prepare any gifts for them, i'm short of money because i spent a lot on food already. That's bad, isn't it? Whatever. Christmas Eve, there are a lot of shows to watch on Tv, both channel 8 and 5 respectively.