Experience.

Nothing last forever. Everyone of them have to deal with their own ones and who cares about me.

Woke up pretty late this morning. Bathed and went out to Shaw House alone. Brought along my beloved headset with me. While on my way, texted her. Yes, i have a crush on her since long ago already. No one knows, only doctor know. Sigh, i've never talk to her in real life before, and never hear her voice before. When i asked her what time she woke up, she told me around 12+ because someone spammed call her.

She told me this guy is her boyfriend in maple game. When she said he spam texted her, i'm still fine with it. However, when she said he also called her, i was jealous. Yes i'm jealous, i never even call her before. Our age gap was slightly wide, and people like me - anti-social, will never be able to keep a conversation for long, therefore, i never call her at all, not even once, or whatever. Sometimes, i guess i was very slow. Though TPY told me not to worry or give up, i'm scared still. I dare to blog out because i know she don't read blog at all.

Oh well, i'm always slow, never be able to tell someone that i have a crush on, be it now or in the past. Wonder when i'll have the courage to tell her, it's been months, i guess. Watched Mission Impossible 4 - Ghost Protocal at Shaw House Cinema today. It was awesome and amazing. The visual effects and stunts were great, i swear. Technology has really improved a lot, can't believe it.

It's Christmas this Sunday, and i don't even have the Christmas mood at all this year, probably because of school life. Fml. Mouse leaving to overseas tomorrow, she's gonna leave koala alone too. Sigh, but that ain't worse, she totally never talk to koala that much anymore.. Is it because she got tired of koala? SHE HAS TURNED INTO WHAT DOCTOR DID TO HIM? :(