Slept so late, around 3am. Damn and i woke up at 6:15am for school. Shucks, drawing at 8am, damn it, boring and tiring ! STSB was worst, only 6 people from my class went for the class, LOL.
Lunch break, Melanie treated me Starbucks JAVA CHIP VENTI! So happy, haven't been drinking for like 8-9 months already.
After school, celebrated my birthday. ALONE. Went town, walked away, trying to find Bandana to wrap around my fucking head, as well as finding gloves. I wanna dress like some hip-hop people, i like baggy clothing these days, maybe due to Eminem's influence, haha.
In the end, i didn't manage to find any of them. FML. Sigh walking alone around the fucking town. It was damn boring, but well, i'm an anti-social dude, and nobody would want to celebrate it for me. There was one, but depends on luck and in the end, still couldn't make it. I'm fine with it.
Dine alone at this Xin Wang HK Restaurant in Ion Orchard. The last time i ate was with Ruixin, but now, alone. Seriously, what fuck is this? Birthday alone. Sigh.
I still lied to many people that i'm celebrating with friends/family when the fact was, i'm just alone. Sometimes, i wonder why they born me. Even so, why born an anti-social dude? Why others not interested in me? Why others rejected me last time? Why and why and why, FUCK them.
Feel so lonely, i didn't enjoy my birthday this year. Last year was the best in my life. Even little things they helped me out. Unfortunately, they've gone. Admit it life, people come in, fuck you hard enough, and they left your heart a hole for others to fuck in and hurt you as well.
Good bye. If i continue to post, i'll get emotional and emo again. FUCK. K. BYE.
That's the end of my 17th birthday. ALONE. Karma.sg fuckers.
There's something wrong with me, i can't keep a conversation for long if the opposite party don't want to help me.
Dine alone at this Xin Wang HK Restaurant in Ion Orchard. The last time i ate was with Ruixin, but now, alone. Seriously, what fuck is this? Birthday alone. Sigh.
I still lied to many people that i'm celebrating with friends/family when the fact was, i'm just alone. Sometimes, i wonder why they born me. Even so, why born an anti-social dude? Why others not interested in me? Why others rejected me last time? Why and why and why, FUCK them.
Feel so lonely, i didn't enjoy my birthday this year. Last year was the best in my life. Even little things they helped me out. Unfortunately, they've gone. Admit it life, people come in, fuck you hard enough, and they left your heart a hole for others to fuck in and hurt you as well.
Good bye. If i continue to post, i'll get emotional and emo again. FUCK. K. BYE.
That's the end of my 17th birthday. ALONE. Karma.sg fuckers.
There's something wrong with me, i can't keep a conversation for long if the opposite party don't want to help me.
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