Sigh, so i cancelled the travel plan in the end. Wonder how should i tell weisheng about it. I really can't wait to go for this travel tour but due to some reasons, it's cancelled. NO, i cancelled it myself, i hate myself, seriously.
Saw L posted something on mouse's wall, why not mine?! LOL, left forgotten i guess. Her maple stead came back from camp already, guess she's happily talking to him. She likes him, don't she? Argh.. :(
I wanted to go find Diana and the rest so much, but they have exams from March onwards. It's a major exams i guess, just like our O level exams, or SPM in malaysia. Sigh. I almost cried before i cancelled the trip, i hate myself, seriously.
Though i cancelled it, George want to bring me go Medan still, without weisheng of course. Even if i go medan yet i cannot find them, what's the use? Go there just to shop when i know i have friends who stay at that country yet i can't visit them? What shit is this, stupid life i have. I hate myself, i don't like to blame others, unless it's really their fault. Diana's exam is not her fault, is my fault, because my holidays fall on March, so i can't blame her BUT myself!
Whatever, there's always a next time, Diana :)
I'm William, 22 this year. (6th Dec 1994). Music and video are my best friends, and I'll always be entertained by them no matter what. I'm high at times, as well as low at times. I'm living my life to the fullest.
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