Problem_1, Left forgotten_1

Blog is a place where i rant most of my anger and sadness on it, as well as twitter.

Sometimes, i really feel like crying. 2012 isn't that better as compared to 2011. Maybe a little better but still, it don't make any different at all. What's wrong with my life? I've always wanted to quit, i'm tired of acting happy and being strong when i'm not at all. Why? Why things have to change and ended up to this stage? I really hate my life, i just want a simple life, family and friends, i don't give a damn about my education.

As i'm typing, my heart is crying at the same time. I guess i'm still the same, being too weak in my own emotion. You know what? Sometimes, i really feel like laughing at people who got hurt, especially those who broke up with their bf or gf. They deserve it, especially those that i love them before and got rejected by them, which is for this case, i'm referring to girls. Seriously, i laughed at them, i don't bother about how they felt after being broke up. I'm a bad person, but think, it was them who rejected me first, and when i gave them promises and they gave me back, but because of the confession, everything change. Probably that's the reason why i'll never tell the person i love you, once bitten, twice shy i suppose.

Anti-social boyfriend or socialiable boyfriend, you choose, my dear friends who are girls. Socialiable you may have to watch out, they may not be loyal to you because they'll be going around playing with other girls' feelings too, you'll never know. But for anti-social ones, they stick to you once they find you comfortable to talk to and after being your boyfriend, because they are grateful for what you've helped or done for him. If you don't believe me, you can try.

Left totally forgotten alone by the class today, as well as Diana too. Just hate my life so much, what if one day, i gone crazy? I will probably ignore everyone even if i have made some promises with you before. Don't blame me, i just learn from people who influenced and showed me this is life.

So, go fuck yourself. Bye.