Ungrateful souls

I thought my holidays will be fun, it was great in the beginning, but everything changed after you gave me a cold shoulder. You know what? I read the post you posted on facebook. I wonder if you are referring it to me, but i'm sure you are. 'Just be a loner and stop pestering me.' What if you are referring to me?

I cared about you, hoping you to be able to move on, let's pretend the post was referring to me. Why, what have i done wrong? You told me to forgive your shit attitude the day before, and i said okay. The next day, you gave me a cold shoulder already. I'm fine with that, you ignored me, that's worst. Fine, ignore is ok, but why, why ignore me and not others? Why gave me cold replies while hyper to others? Favoritism? You're young, it's okay. I was just stupid and should have listen to my brother's advice to leave everyone of you guys. It's just me caring about you and the rest, but i didn't expect myself to be ended up like this.

I'm stupid, really hopeless. No, i'm useless. I always believe the wrong people and ended up sucking my own dick because i sucks. I never able to keep friends, never. In fact, what is 'friend' ? Tell me. I'm anti-social but i really tried my best to socialise. I'm tired of socialising when i talk and yet nobody give a fuck reply to me. No, they did not even fucking pay attention to what i'm saying. When i kept my mouth shut, they said i anti-social and never talk. Fuckers, i did, but you weren't paying your mother fuckin' attention.

I hate everybody, everybody forget about me, nobody remember what i did for them, nobody. Ungrateful mother fuckin' souls. I'd rather stay inside the jail and die than to see this fucking society. I sucks, i sucks, i sucks. I really look down of myself, nobody give a single fuck about me.

Why, why am i even exist? I cried every night because i'm such a loser. I'm a loner too. I have no friends. When i do, they dont bother about me as time flies. I'm dumb. I should just be a loner and die alone, and nobody will even remember what i did for them too.

Good bye.