Experience.

We haven't been talking for 2 days. I'm still waiting for you to reply me anyway. I really dislike people who ignores my text but dafuq, reply others instead? What have i done wrong? I really wanted to go to your class and say hi to everybody, but you know what? You ignored me and left me feeling damn awkward if i were to go to your class and visit.

So, 2 days already, you told me you'll cry and search for me if i'm gone one day. It's been 2 days, hello? Saw me in school? I really miss the old you, when you cared about me, even as a friend.

But i can't blame you, i've changed too. I broke the promise already, hate me or don't bother me if you want. I broke it to feel better in some ways, if you know what i meant. Cuz i really hate people who ignores me. Reply others in happy mood but to me, sad mood? Why, i didn't do anything wrong, damn.

Anyway, you've changed, just like XW and doctor pek right, left me forgotten. Guess you're no different from them when you've promised me before you wouldn't change.. I was wrong, trusted you so much so that now, i was being ignored by you. :(

How stupid am i? I'm just, fuck la, forever alone. Bye.
I don't trust anyone anymore, i trust the cigarette.