Experience.

Everytime i see you hurt, it hurts me too. Why? Why can't you just share everything with me?
I know i'm older than you, i know i'm not a good listener for you, but at least, i care for you.

Do you know, i'm worry about you everyday, 24/7? Even on train, when i'm on my fucking way to school,
i thought of you and worry? Everyday i see you like this, it fucks my mind, hurts a lot. What's worse, i feel there's a need for me to help you more. i don't know why, i just choose you, because i'm left with you now, if you'd realize.

Whatever i do, doesn't seems like it works. You still love him, i have nothing to say. I'm stupid, doubt you will even read this fucking post too. Hahaha, stupid me, crush on someone who still love her ex. I wish i could help you, i wish i can love you, but i'll never make the same mistake. Not anymore though. Unless otherwise stated.

Bye.

feel so helpless, feel so stupid, feel so lonely, fuck my mother fucking life.