Experience.

So, Monday?

Went to WWSS to help out with Dnt. Pretty fun yet tiring. It was suppose to be even more fun, but because i don't have mood. I really wonder, why are you leaving my life too? If i really leave, nobody bothers too. You know what? I'm a fucker, nobody remembers me, and i don't want anyone to remember me because that will bring hurt to them. Maybe i should just be a loner.

I thought you will accompany me through text yesterday, guess i was wrong. I was just a loner, sitting alone at the City area, without you messaging or replying me.

After end March, you'll never see me in wwss anymore. You'll never see me in your life anymore too, i guess. If i smoke, i'm sorry for breaking the rule, but it was a rule i set for myself. If my birthday pass this year (18) and i'm still single, i'm going to smoke. Unless i have a girlfriend, and how i wish you know i'm hoping you to be the one, even though you love him still.

You're the very last young girl i'll worry for, but if things get worse, i'll never care about anyone anymore, nobody deserve it, leaving me alone in life. Fuck man.